Captain Luck

One step a time

2010-11-17T23:26:00.004+08:00

Life's so screwed up! =(
Getting depressed...
Again, like always~ =.=
Is my life really tt wtf...

Anw fact is, its hard for me to get to Uni.
Close to impossible...
But tt doesnt mean I wont give it a try (=
So work hard !! Try better than cry !
Unless I've got the money for overseas studies~
Hahas~

Had a bad start for this week..
Like seriously.. And MDP was ...
Nvms.. It just ... *urgggggh*
If not for my GPA, I wouldnt even give a damn shit
I'm really getting pissed off..

Not gonna blog too much
I just wanna say that:
I need more company, more patience (=

Time Flies, Fire Flies ?

2010-07-13T23:48:00.005+08:00

Without knowing,
I've been bloging for arnd 4 yrs maybe?
and so much things had change.

And I've also realised I'm alrdy 18 of course..
So why am I still having a blog?
Esp when thr's no readers =.=
HAHAS! Dumb~

So dun expect me to come blogging~
Its kinda boring..
Sometimes getting lazy to blog,
Dont know whr to start blogging.
Leave me a msg, if u needa contact me 93257340
Leave me a comment, search FB Kasper SH
Leave me a msn msg, samuraiu@hotmail.com

Really, I'm considering myself doing fine.
But thats all on the surface~~
SO! I'm just who I'm . (:
I'm Happy~ Just tt I would be ..
Happier with a partner :D

Officially declare this blogger haitus till next time !

Awesome!

2010-07-03T03:59:00.004+08:00

Cool huh! ^^

Contradictions

2010-07-01T20:57:00.006+08:00

Alrights! Some updates!
Lets start with results,
B- for ThermoII,
A for DST,
And the rest still unknown.
Hahas! But I bet I did badly for materials and maths. LOLs

Life's getting boring.
I aint gonna get anywhre in the future with my current status.
I wanna be someone with a gud social status, high profile.
But its not easy cos I'm stuck with lousy grades and not talented at all.
What can I be in the future?
This world's gonna push me off the edge.
As gud as dead.

Gawd. Why cant my brain think thru the "barrier" in my brain.
It always seems like there's something blking my thoughts .
Just couldnt get further with the current me.
Getting sick of this life =(

Off to finish up some projects.
CIAO~~

I wanna learn guitar and start reading novels (:

Life Is Life, But Things Would Change

2010-06-24T20:57:00.006+08:00

Alrights~
Been slacking my ass off recently.
Havent even started on my Projects etc.
Darn it! I hope I can finish them real soon.

Random stuffs just kept popping in and out of my mind.
And IDK what the fuck am I thinking about man!
Maybe I'm just thinking too much
Sometimes I just hate this world.

This world is just so indescribable.
No longer a virgin world,
Cause its so FUCKED up.
I'm just someone ordinary,
I cant change the world.

Self Contradictions. Bloodsheds in wars. Rampage in riots.
Cupidity for wealth. Betrayals. Authority abused. Guilty souls.
Bribery and corruptions. Bias-ness. Uncivilized. Hatred.

What else could there be ?
There's just too much to be listed out.
Peace of shit man~

Structure Of Love

2010-06-21T00:01:00.006+08:00

Heys all~ I've just included my exclusive tagboard in my blog. HAHAS!
ANW... I came blogging without knowing what to blog about =.=
Random stuffs below~ Hahas~
How about just 10 qns? :D

1. I've come to realize that all I really need:
Someone to talk to? Preferably a girl?

2. I've come to realize that my life:
Got lots of rooms for improvement (:

3. I've come to realize that I really want to:
Be well known ^^ Famous!

4. I've come to realize relationships are:
Not easy to get into.

5. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
Emma Watson! Hahas!
But too bad I'm a 5.5 ft chinese )=

6. I've come to realize that love:
Love? I think I'll get the answer when I fall into one (:

7. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
Omg...Honestly, somehow I got some troubles answering this.
Nothing's wrong. But there's something lacking..

8. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
Sweet,caring,smart! And of course, they're all gorgeous! hahas!

9. I've come to realize food is:
Stuffs which makes me fat =x
Eat healthy! ^^

10.I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
Hmmmm... lets skip this qns (:

P.S. Can I have a part-time girlfriend?
Or maybe a real girlfriend is someone whom I really need.

Cyclones

2010-06-13T16:59:00.010+08:00

Yeah! MST's over!
Yoohoo~ Finally can stop stressing over exams..
BUT, holiday assignments and projects just wouldnt stop piling up =x
And soon after, it'll be EndOfSem test~ Gawd damn it! Lols.
Hopefully this Sem my gpa can get better?
I really did put in effort for mst, at least more than before.
So I shall see how it went when school reopens (:

So how's life nowadays?
Some are busy, some are bored to death, some are slacking their ass off..
If you guys havent notice, World War III gonna start real soon.
Idk when it will, but somehow it will happen.
Unless miracles happen..
I wont be surprise if it really did.
Hahas~

Anw, I'm kinda worried for my friend recently.
It feels kinda weird, half confused...
Things arent the same as before,
And we duno whats going on nor the reason behind this,
First I doubted myself,
But when words came out,
And conversations started,
Conclusions were made.
There's gotta be something unusual.
Maybe we just hav to qns abt it,
And see if there's anything we can help or not.
It just doesnt feel right to hav a BFF of yours,
Not being the usual him. And you don't even hav a clue abt it.
Qns: Is everything alright? It seems somethings bothering you nowadays.

P.S. Please be fine. We're always there for you.
Don't just be egoistic and keep everything to yourself! TTYS!

What A Day

2010-06-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

Alrights~ Some short updates~
Went Cwp with Alan n Barry to shop for Alan's slipper.
His feet is like super huge compared to mine.
I barely fit half of his slipper man. hahas!

Anw,I happen to see a girl whose ankle was apparently sprained,
swelling badly )= Saw her leaping at cwp,
and just so you know, we took the same bus.
BUT she sure is one stubborn one =x
While waiting for the bus, she was standing right beside me.
I wanted to offer her the Air Salnopas but I just didnt =x
-fail-
I wanted to helped her up the bus but I just didnt =x
-fail-
I wanted to ask her to sit but i just didnt =x
-fail-
I wanted to just fucking get her to sit but i just didnt =x
-fail-
I wanted to tell her to takecare of her ankle but i just didnt =x
-fail-

OMG!~ WHERE DID MY BALLS WENT TO?
I mean all I thought was to help her ,
And worried about her ankle =x
BUT WTF MAN! All I did was plainly looking at her and her swelling ankle.
And did NOTHING! =.= EPIC FAIL! I FEEL SO .. indescribable
URGHH.. WATS WRONG WITH ME NOWADAYS....
maybe its becos too many eyes were on me in the bus =.=
tt made me nervous and my body just wouldnt move with my mind.
sighh.. Hope tt she's doing fine now.

Alrights~ gotta go sleep~
tmr go school print materials casestudy~
nights all ^^

Pyramid

2010-06-01T18:39:00.003+08:00

"And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history~"

Omg~ I just love her voice!
Hahas~ Pyramid~ keep it going~ :D

Sunshine?

2010-05-23T22:52:00.007+08:00

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

P.S. Dear Sunshine, Please tell me where you are.

I'm NOT emoing.
Just feeling alone

Affections

2010-05-18T00:31:00.001+08:00

LifeSavers! Rescue! ^^
Back from the camp! Totally awesome fun! TTM!
Enjoyed the camp, Met many cool friends ^^
I shld hav joined LS last year instead lorhs!
Must jiayous and commit to LS!

P.S I'm just a knight searching for his princess

Need you now

2010-05-11T23:15:00.004+08:00

Sigh.. I dun even know whr to start from.
Getting more and more busy nowadays )=
Still manageble but tiring =x
Got lots of stuffs to attend to.
Luckily I got my pink notebook to help me keep track.
Else I would've just brokendown mentally. hahas~
I don't even hav the time to hang out with Panzees lurhs =x
Whats more MST is coming =.=
Stress man! =x

ASSIGNMENTS ARE STACKING UP! T__T

Hav to go for Bike Liscenes,Water Venture.
Anw this week lottery 4D got 5 Million cia!
Since I'm 18, LET'S BET IT! HUAT AH!
HAHAHS! ^^

Current CCAs/to join:
SMAEC,Livesaving,Skates,Floorball,~~CSCC~~[nt joining anymore (:]
Current work:
RitzCarlton Hotel, Venture Era

~~Vernture Era training on 12May, Wed,4pm @ Eunos~~
~~CSCC interview on May, 13May, Thurs, 5pm @ Moberly~~
~~NDP interview on 14May, Fri,5.30 @ Bishan~~
~~LiveSaving Camp on 14May, Fri, 5.30 till Sun ( cnfm late =.= )~~
RSS Alumni on 21May, Fri 8am

P.S. The Only Exception

MOVIE MOVIES!

2010-05-08T12:43:00.008+08:00

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AND FOR 2011
&& Green Lantern ( June )
&& THOR ( June )
&& The First Avenger : Captain Amercia ( July )
&& Prirates Of The Caribbean : On Stranger Tides ( July )
&& SpiderMan 4 (unknown)
&& Cars 2 ( unknown )
&& Kung Fu Panda 2 (unknown)

& Johnny Depp Might be playing as Riddler in Batman 3 !

P.S THANKS FOR THE PRESENT! xD

What if everything turns into reality?

2010-05-04T23:53:00.003+08:00

Seriously, something is wrong with me.
I didnt wanna think about it but its just happen to.
Been talking to my Kero plushie lately =.=
He'll just listen to me talk,
But he just wont talk back to me. =x
Hahas!

//I'm experiencing something that I've never felt before.

Happy Birthday!

2010-05-03T22:27:00.005+08:00

2MAY
I've turned 18~
Happy 18th Birthday To Myself & 17th To Jaclyn ! ~
Thanks EVERYONE for all the wishes, surprises, memories, fun you guys had gave to me~ You guys are awesome v^^v
Special Thanks:
To Panzees for the midnight surprise!
To those who stayed up till midnight to wish me !
To those who celebrate my bdae tgt at ecp!
To Fiona for the webcam present/wishing!
To DME2A/10 for the celebration!

Upside Down

2010-04-28T18:40:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone!
Gosh~ first week of school was great! ^^
Met new classmates, new environment etc.
Still.. I miss my previous classmates as well =x
Hahas! But we'll jus hav to move on lurhs (:
Dun really rmb what else lerhs.
Hope this Sem would be fun (:

ANW SENTOSA TRIP WITH SMAEC Peeps,on SUNDAY,
WAS DAMN DAMN AWESOME! ^^v TOTALLY TITS! VERY FUN!
*I'm lazy ti=o upload pics*
Gt myself some tann as well, damn happy abt it ^^
Guess everyone had fun back den (:
Takecares! for those who are injured/sick/sunburned ^^

Mon,Had SMAEC Interview in the evening,
Hope I can make it to the main-comm ^^
SMAEC is like sooo damn awesome lorhs!
HOT PEEPS! HOT STUFFS ! HOT CLUB!
I wanna bond with the peeps even more than before!
And make it a even better club for SMAE peeps!
They're like sooo awesome can! they made my poly life ya noe! ^^
Even if I didnt manage to get thru,
I'll still cont to be the sub comm(:
SMAEC ROCKS! v^^v

Tues, dry-dead-boring lessons as usual
Went to watch the "Monkey Paw" in the evening with SMAEC peeps.
Quite an interesting story plot? (:
Enjoyed the show ^^ * terrence's head is big though, blk my view =x lols *

Wed, Lessons,GEMS,CCA open hse
Went arnd with xiao mei to check out those CCA booths,
While the SMAEC boys were playing soccer. ( how I wish I can play soccer too lols)
Floorball,Lifesaving,CSCC,~~Microsoft office thing, cheer leading.~~
Hahas! bt doubt I would go often cos I'm more into SMAEC ^^v hehs!
So I'm done with today. ^^

P.S. Things would just turn upside down if I spoke my heart..
So please don't ask me about my feelings (:

Little updates!

2010-04-16T00:11:00.010+08:00

HELLOoo PEOPLE!
I know i havent been updating for ages!
So maybe I'll do a short one :D
I'M LAZY TO GIVE A DETAILED ONE ~
Camp was fun ! Although I was in the Logistics,
Which i dun really get the chance to be like a camper. hehs~
ANW I've nvr knew tt i could actually look quite pretty when dressed like a girl ~ hahas!
AND I met alot alot alot of SUPER AWESOME FRIENDS!
Had quite alot of fun~ tired and gt knocked out too. hahas~
Camp cheers, Games, Night walk, Disco night, and EVERYthing else ^^
Afterall, love the camp lurhs ^^
Baby Bunny Bimbo Pink Eevee was born~
Pictures can be found at my facebook.
Hehs! :D

So today ,15 April
We had the annual Flag Day across sg,
And i heard tt our campus raised $178k in total ?
Hahas! congrats! ^^

After tt was freshman welcome party !
WOOHOO! * screams * hahas~
The party was fun ^^
But some stuffs cock up, damn not happy abt it.
hope everything will be fine soon~

So I'm done wif my long long long nvr post post ^^
hahas! till next time peeps! chaio~

P.S. I just realised Faber Drive Came out with a new album~

Imperfections

2010-03-29T03:02:00.002+08:00

When I looked into the mirror,
Directly into my own eyes,
I pondered for a few seconds,
& thoughts began running thru my mind

What does it takes to be a perfect man?
Good grades? Good backgrounds? Good wealth?
Good character? Good looks? Good fames?

With so much imperfections within me,
How can it be possible?
I dun even hav one of the above!
Ppl might say tt noone's perfect,
but there's always someone near the perfect.
And tts someone i wanna be.
Bt the question is, can I ?

I'm not doing enough!
Common! I have to do more than this!

Regrets

2010-03-19T19:54:00.003+08:00

I won't look back.
I won't regret.
Though hurts like hell.
Someday I will forget.
I hope...

//Someone like you

Love Drunk

2010-03-07T01:42:00.003+08:00

First post of March~ yeahs ^^
Hello everybody~
Current status: deadbeat
Duno why, but I seriously need some sleeps
Eyes are closing alrdy~ =.=
Gonna sleep right after this post den ^^

Ytd was Wild Wild Wet with my dearest sisters and brothers ^^
Though not all of them was thr, but sure it was fun!
Shall upload the pictures when I get them xD
And I can hav a new wall paper and profile pic ^^

Today BBall at 806, my wrist hurts =x
It felt so weak, hope it'll be fine ?
Went over to Sammie de hse later at night,
The plan was to ton but I'm simply jus too tired.
Had supper and caught a movie, cant rmb wat the tittle was =x
It was some female kung fu show. Not bad~ :D

Anw HH leggy gt scaled by the cup noodle's boiling water,
Accidents does happen. Hope his leggy would recover soon?
Takecare bro~ :D

// Not anymore till I'm 18 ^^

Mendacious

2010-02-28T11:24:00.006+08:00

Hey all~
I guess I'll be going on MIA form again.
Real soon.. I'm seriously, not in any mood. =x
or maybe moody ? =.= *sigh*

Anw, exams are gonna be over, tmr's the last paper.
Den I'll hav to find a job, prepare for the FO camp stuffs.
And ENJOY the holidays of course. :D
Shall see what else could there be during the holiday. (:

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?

Vacuity

2010-02-24T18:05:00.007+08:00

Hey ppl~ ^^
Ytd was Engineering Maths paper.
As usual, late for test. LOLS~
Late for arnd 5 min lurhs.
Mrt was too crowded, and typical Singaporeans ...
You know what i meant~ hahas~

AND I'm sooooo gonna fail maths agn.
But only maths. I'm not gonna fail for the other modules.
Cos maths is my dead sub, BE surprised if I pass...
I've seriously gave up on maths. Its so dead.. and boring =.=
Doubt I can overcome this mindset towards Maths.

Went to RP later in the afternoon to study, Electronics.
Liwen accompanied me thr and she did her work. Thanks arh ^^
Such a serious worker. hahas~
For me, Not much of concentration but still manage to complete 4 chpts ?
Too tired lurhs, my eyes were like "burning" back den.
Sleepless nite~ *chish*

//What happens if a change of mind, affections, loyalties came upon you?

Re-Opened (:

2010-02-21T18:18:00.009+08:00

Here it is , my same old blog (:
Not much changes though.
Hmms.. whr shall I begin with?
Fri
Went over to jeann's hse to bai nian :D
Derrick,wy,zikai,jk,zaim,terry,ch,justin,sl,ashley,elaine were there too :D
It's been arnd one month plus, hahas!
Funny as always, gambling cards , mj , some chit chat ^^
And we kept repeating the TNB thing~ HAHAS!
Seriously, its funny ^^ esp jk's minum kopi, and the "TNB LANJIAO!"
Fell asleep arnd 4 am ?
Afterall, really enjoyed hanging with them bah.
Laughters all arnd~ :D
Sat
Came back home arnd 11 plus ?
After having breakfast with elaine they all.
Tired~~ fell asleep while folding the straw hearts. hahas~
studied alittle? maths sucks. lols
Sun
Woke up late, played games,
And this, blog. hahas~
Gotta go study and settle maths =.=
I seriously hate maths..

P.S. I need kinder bueno =x

Down

2010-02-12T01:47:00.005+08:00

Why is it always me and my problem?
And I'll never know what's running thru a girl's mind,
But all I know is that I just have to treat her seriously,
Right? And give her her needs and wants, surprise her, protect her.
Make her laugh, make her happy...

Chill Chill~ =.=

CHOC!!!

2010-02-05T22:57:00.008+08:00

Sigh, jus some random post (:
Anyways, I know that I've not been updating my blog,
Neither was there any readers I supposed.
So maybe I'll update once a week or so?
Provided that there's something for me to update on (:

P.S. I need chocolates =x

hypnotized

2010-01-26T00:41:00.004+08:00

Alrites~ I guess I'm feeling better,
After 4 days of diarrhoea and fever.
Seriously... Urgh.. makes me feel damn weak.
AND! I lost weight again =.=
52.5 kg xia!!! T__T
From 56 leh...den to 53 den now...
WTH!! CAN I GAIN MORE WEIGHT PLS.

I'll give my heart to you,
So that you can keep it to yourself
And never share with anyone else(:

Take time to realize

2010-01-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is.
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you

Missed out on each other now

she's been running thru my mind

2010-01-13T22:31:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAS!
Hey peeps! Some random updates.
GUD news! xD
I gt 9/10 and 70/100 for the autocad quiz.
Not bad uh. xD didnt study one lorhs.
LOL! total up = 8% into pocket liao xD hehs!
But my mst still sucks lurhs.
Dun even wanna mention them.
Not to be complacent! Must jiayous!
Said it for 2 yrs nth changed =.= LOLS!

Class ended at 12nn today. * Yeah!*
Went back and bought some stuffs to cook for her.
I was stuck in cold storage for half hr cos I duno wat to cook. HAHAS!
But she said today not free lurhs. Next time maybe? hehs!
Had dinner with her :D Cute lurhs she xD
Sent her back den went off lorhs (:

You made me smile (:

Reminisce =x

2010-01-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

Heys.. ( just some missing post )
I felt like... I miss my grandpa.
I was playing mahjong at serene hse back den.
But something happened and it linked to my grandpa.
I know he was a pro in mj when he was still arnd.
My grandpa past away a few yrs back. =x
And how i wished i've gt a grandpa to talk to ya noe?
Anw, Thanks grandpa!(: for the time spent tgt.
and taking care of me.

Sighh.. it just make me feel upset ya noe.
And so, I must treasure the people around me now.
Before they go ? *choi*choi*touchwood*
I've always love you mum and dad (:
And of course, all my dearest friends!

Blog's long dead

2010-01-10T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hahahas! My blog is soooo dead.
Not suprised. LOLS
Lazy to update alrdy.
The previous week was insane.
Everyday other than choing presentation,
All I did was playing bball and skating etc.
Make me become panda liao. =.=
Hehs! but it's all gonna get paid off lurhs (:
But I think I sprained my neck or smt.
Will hav some pain when i turn to my left =x

Shall update again some other day perhaps?
CHAIO~

All I want now is to be with you (:

Welcome 2010 !

2010-01-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

So another yr had past.
Great isnt it ? hahas!
Work on your new year resolution,
And make this new year a better one :D

Reminisce the year 2009 (:

Life's gonna be different

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Time flying

2009-12-20T15:34:00.009+08:00

I so bored at home =x
Everyday seems to be the same,
Rotting at home.
Shall just get out later,
Somewhere...

If I had a special power,
I wanna be a Jumper.
Just go anywhere as and when I wan.
Wouldnt it be great? HAHAS~

[edited 21dec 1.20am]
It's alittle wordy and long? (:

Went nite cycling with Kiat,HH and company~ Hehs! :D
Arnd the factories at Sembawang; tiring! xD
Anw there's so many bangalahs there lurhs!
Jr: " like L4D hor~ " HAHAS!
AND! There's one freaking steep road !
I couldnt stop while going down with my skates~
So fast lurhs! luckly there's no cars. Hahas~
If not I'll be lying at the hospital now loh~ =x
After a short break at 'blue heaven',
We went back to 888 for supper.
& they sent me home after which, Thanks peeps! :D

Tot I was in deep shit for returning home late,
But it wasnt tt bad afterall,
Jus some standard naggings from my mum.
Hope tmr I dun get more from my relatives =.=
I know they're worried maybe,
But I'll be fine lurhs (:

// I'm left out, AGAIN.
No one called, no one msged.
I dun understand why.

The Right Moment

2009-12-19T01:40:00.004+08:00

If you love someone, tell them...
For hearts are often broken
By words left unspoken.

Afterall it all takes time.

BOREDOM

2009-12-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

Oh my gawdddd ~
I'm such a freak =.=
Stayed home for the past 3 days,
Didnt even got out for once..
NO LIFE !!

Tmr shall start on holiday assignments,
yuckkk =x rubbishhhhh =.= LOLS
But still hav to get them done.
Borlengg~

Cogitate

2009-12-12T13:33:00.003+08:00

Ponders and Wonders~
Afterall humans are just that obstinated right...
Sighhh~ Shall just live on with life lurhs =)

Urggh... I'm just deadbeat lurhs,
Morning gym plus swimming plus bball~
Tireeeeeeeeeeeeed!
My eyes can barely open now~ hahas~
Anw.. Sad news! I've gt a bump on my left eye!
HAHAS! Kinda painful. =x
But I'm still fine barhs?
Hope the swelling would go off tmr bah.
And may all the other's injuries to be better (:
LOLs! Ouch Ouch~

Against all odds

Planet 51

2009-12-11T00:57:00.008+08:00

Caught planet 51 today, so-so ?
Quite funny though :D *I wan that alien puppy* LOLS
Ages since the last time I step into the theaters~
Next movie shall be New Moon maybe ?
Or even Zombieland! xD hahas!

Played bball at fragrant, lost touch with bball.
Was a complete retard when playing =.= LOLS
Nvms, I shldnt be playing in the first place, knee hurts =x
And my wrist havent fully recover yet =.= shooting sucks.
Will do smt abt it ? how soon I'm not sure. =x

After which was K box with kiat and company~
I seriously fail in singing. Hahs! xD
Supper was at 888, and headed back home.

I need a haircut badly =x

{edited} Happy 17th Birthday Zi Kai !~ :D

RS Homecoming

2009-12-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BDAE DERRICK !! :D

Cheers everyone~ :D
RS Homecoming 09 was considered a success I guess (:
Though not much ppl came =x Its like 50 plus ppl?
Doubt there would be a next homecoming bah.
Tts wat I've heard from the others.
Was busy with the back stage back den.
Food was nice I think ? And the performance was great! :D
Overall.. Okays bahs ? No other comments.
Just kinda pissed off. Nvms no point saying it out~
Anw I'm done and over it. :D *clapclaps*

Today it just so happen tt my knee hurts so badly tt I couldnt even walk.
And it was when I wanted to make my way home =.=
I was fine previously ya noe? though some usual pain was there.
But it somehow just swelled up lurhs =x
Like wtf lurhs. why suddenly swell up ?...
I guess i needa go for checkups. For real.
Both my knees cmi alrdy. =(

Life just suck as it is.
**NO MORE FUCKING INJURIES PLS!**
FOR THE **** TIME, I FUCKING HATE INJURIES!
STOP IT OR I'LL END MY MISERY MYSELF.

THE RETURN OF ME

2009-12-03T20:19:00.009+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! Welcome back~ :D
Guess my hiatus didnt last tt long either. hahas!
ANW I LOVE THIS BLOGSKIN!
FINALLY DONE WITH THE EDITINGs. hehs! x)
Next week's MST alrdy ! OMG ! All the best to everyone having this stupid MST ~
Gotta pratice more, I dun think I'll do well this time round either.
Nvms, no matter how bad its gonna be, I'll still have to try harder, push further :D
Alrites, satisfied with the new skin and update, shall go carry on with IDEAS drawing. bleahs~ :D

Who would've thought it would end up like this

I Just Wanna Be Happy

2009-11-11T23:50:00.012+08:00

Oh crapp~~ I accidentally pon-ed school today =x
Overslept.. just couldnt get up lurhs.
I wonder if I'm gonna die soon or what.
I'm getting more and more tired everyday.
Even when I don't exhaust tt much.

Anw tmr's gonna stay over in school.
To prepare for SMAE day.
And Fri' the day :D
Cheers!
Hope Sat can be free.
Maybe bake some cookies or cake ?
I'm nt sure yet. =x
Shall see abt it den :D

//So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

-Happy,Leona Lewis

Cheese or Chocolate ?

2009-11-09T18:59:00.006+08:00

Ohh mann~ I feel so bad rite now lurhs =x
Actually I saw a her just now in the bus,
she's arnd my age i guess, and was carrying something which seems to be heavy to her,
BUTTT I didnt help her when she alighted the bus !! T__T omg!!
Felt so baddddddd lurhs, she was standing rite beside me lorhs.
I wanted to offer my help but in the end I just watched her 'struggle' her way down.
Man... what a lousy guy i am...
Next time should just offer my help to anyone who needs it.(:
Dont hesitate =.=

Nvms, shall go get dinner first~
I'm so hungry~~~ :D

Maybe I shld thank Sean and Fiona,
somehow I feel better, though I didnt told them much? (:
thanks alot !

Stop & Ponder

2009-11-06T00:00:00.006+08:00

Omg... I got extremely emotional nowadays.
Things are just going the way I expected it to be.
NEGATIVE. FUCKING LIFE.

I feel so numb, so dead. For some unknown reasons.
So I guess I needa lay down and take a breath.
And after I recover, I'm ready for the next.

Thanks for the care,
Sorrys for the mean.
Hope you guys can understand.
But afterall its all up to me.
So please jus let me be for now.

Trying to smile and pretending to be fine everyday is just like adding salt to my wounds.

Everything is just a memory to be stored and deleted.

{edited 6 nov }

Happy Halloween! & HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA!

2009-11-02T23:05:00.026+08:00

HEY BITCHES!! I'm back to bloggin~~

First of all, Happy 17th Birthday Fiona!

This's the 5/6th time i've wished her happy birthday today. Hahas!
Smile always & may your bdae wishes come true yar! :D
Celebrated her bdae with the club peeps arnd 5 in the club room? hehs!
Hope we did surprised her :)

Alrights! Now about the Halloween party 2009, I've gt lots of pictures to share here!
Mainly Halloween's pictures, so damn cool lurhs! Venue was at Clark Quey and Zouk.
( so crowded back den ! ) Manage to get into Zouk with the help of our friend, Josh.
You know, i'm underage. hahas! xD Thanks alot dude! hehs! xD Totally enjoyed the party! AND special thanks to my friends who were at the party too! Without them i wouldnt be in the party rite. xD (Sean,Fiona,Jit,Patricia,Shaun and Shan Chun)

Next year gonna be a better one ! xD Saw alot of damn cool costumes etc.
Gt zombies,ghost,phatoms,devils,frankies,vampires,witches even naruto was there!
All types of costumes man! && There's damn lots of hot ladies there too! LOLS!
But, I've gt no time to upload them into blogger. If you guys dun mind, Facebook

PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED NEXT POST!

OR SOME OTHER DAY WHEN I'M FREE!

OR MAYBE JUS GO Facebook

AND VIEW??

CHEESE! xD

Welcome Back! :D

2009-10-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

I'ma back everyone! Cheers! Hahas! New blog skin~ :D
Its been so tiring for me lately lurhs!
Why tired ? Lessons starts at 8am almost daily T__T hahas~
So what's happening nowadays? school work, helping out in events etc etc.
Nothin much i guess. Will start bloggin maybe next week onwards? hehs!
Early re-opening~ Feel free tagg people!! xD
Halloween's coming!

Upcomings! NOV
1st NOV > ICE CAMP FIESTA ( 6pm-9pm )
6th NOV > Wave14! ( 7pm- ?? )
13th NOV > SMAEDAY! ( 3pm-7pm )
20th NOV > Mr and Miss Singapore Polytechnic 09/10 ( 5pm-9.30pm )
24th NOV > FREEDOM Club party ( 8pm-3am )
&& More to come ! xD

A fresh start it shall be :D

ITS ALL FATED..

2009-10-20T18:50:00.008+08:00

Gawdddddd~~~!!!
I've lost track with time alrites. =.=
Shld hav noted down what happened these few days.
AND i'm jus tt 'lazy' to update anything.
I jus dun feel like blogging =x
Just give me sometime?
I'll just gotta start ALLLLLLLLL over again.
maybe a brand new blog?
idk...

I'M SPEAKING DIRECTLY FROM MY HEART :
Guess its all fated.
Honestly,
I'm sooo gonna stay single for the rest of my life~
I'm the worst guy ever =.= useless..
One word to describe: HOPELESS.
Low self esteemed guy (if u havent notice)
I've gt a weak mind set, esp in r/s.
I refuse to give a gud fight for what i wan.
cos i'm afraid of failing.
I dont even hav the balls to approach the girl in mind.
cos I'm afraid of girls in some way.
I wouldnt say yes to any random girl,
cos i would choose to go for someone in mind.
I dont hav any confidence in myself when coming into r/s.
tts why i'm typing this
I said I wanna find a gf, but can i?
When there's way too much other obstacles in my way!
Forget abt everything~ It has always been the case.

I shld learn how to fall,
Both falling in and out of love

No one understands me,
because i dun even understand myself either.
Running away will never solve anythng afterall.
2 months plus and counting.
Its my foolishness,
good luck to me.

Scorpios~

2009-10-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

Alrites~
I'ma back from ICE Camp~
Cheers ! xD
I slept for 20 hrs straight man!
Hahas! Deadbeat lurhs.. xD
But afterall I did enjoyed the camp (:
Shall updates when i get the photos den :D

Now i'm back at home.
SO boring again~
Nth much to do.
I wish I had someone with me ~ ):

Nvms.. Here's one of my secrets..
I've actually sweared tt,
"If I cant get a girlfriend by this yr 2009,
I'll stay single for the rest of my life."
So I'm left with 2 months,
To find one...
Its been 10 months plus since I sweared tt =.=
ANDDD I still couldnt get one uptil now..
DEAD n GONE man..
Can ~~Someone~~ Somegirl save me please T__T
I seriously shldnt hav sweared tt =.=

Does Horoscopes hav exceptions?

2 months

2009-10-06T00:10:00.007+08:00

Alrites~
Just some updates lurhs.
Maybe about my status.
Short one (:

Done with work.
Desperate for pay.
Craving for food.
Slacking around.
Hanging with friends.
Searching for gf.
Temptation to spend.
Camping soon.
Chalet soon.

DONE!
Short,Simple & Sweet.
LOLS!

ANW Check this out!
Very True! Hahas! HoroScope

Scorpio... why!?!

Tag Replies

Vin> Agree! But its gone alrdy lurhs. No point crying over it ): Bt if he ever get caught by me, i swear i'll fuck ta quan jia shi ba dai . LOLS! jkjk xD

siying> siying arh siying~ u hor~ lols! think u really can care for others hor. hahas! nvms lurhs. u not spamming. is the tag board small. LOLS! xD but i wont do the same as u bah. I oso need money one nehs.=x I dun care if he need the money or wateva for wateva reasons. Wan steal wan rob go find someone else who is fucking rich larhs. why find me cia T__T Gt chance he oso must think of the victim wat.
Now he stole my phone ler..He BETTER do smt gud with the money he gt from it..

jeann>: tt security guy say one lorhs. took and WALK off =.= but tt phone means alot to me leh.. sigh. nvms (: i think i'm slowly getting over it le larhs. :D

Fiona> wat msg? i think i didnt receive it =x but from todae on shld be hav ler (: sry uhs~

wendy> SHI MU!! So happy to see you here in my blog xD yar lar~ yar lar~ jiu de bu qu xing de bu lai rite~~ :D okays larh~ miss me rite xD hahas! okays! no more work liao! jiayous for O's ar! xD

Passerby> Change Alley at Raffles Place, St.Regis booth.(: hahas! tt was very long ago le larhs. (: yupps. one of the awards bah :D but who are u anw? same pri school? O_o and thanks for the tagg anw :D

Payday pls~

2009-09-30T00:03:00.005+08:00

Sigh,
I'm still busy with work.
Mooncakes everyday makes me sick. lols~
Anw I gt my new phone.
Suprisingly the num is still the same.
Yeah~ :D cheers~
But have to redo everything else =x
Dun feel like talking abt my ~~pixon~~
Its gone rite T__T

So, as for now...
I jus wanna get over this job.
Seriously... =.=
Once i get my pay,
I'll just shop till i drop xD
Hehs!

TTs all for this entry I guess.
Jus alittle update barhs.
Tag replies left for next time.
PsPs (:
Nites peeps~

Still single~

When Emotions Took Over

2009-09-23T23:32:00.005+08:00

Alrites.
I'm really really feeling so fucking ...
Idk wat to say.. speechless indeed.
I'm such a let down.
Seriously a born loser..

And now i lost my phone.
Which meant ALOT to me...
TT fucking BLACK stole my phone.
KNNB PCB ... GO BACK UR BLACK PARADE LARH. NAH BEHH...
Hope he get caught asap and return me my phone.
With every single information left untouched.
FUCK OFF LARH JII BEHH...

I'm really not in the mood to say anything else.
Seriously fucking vexed.
Just let me be.
Sry guys...

// Cried and eyes were swollen red.
Dun bother calling/msg me.
My phone is lost...

Complicated?

2009-09-21T03:26:00.005+08:00

I really don't know what to say, what to do.
Sometimes I really wonder.
Why does it hurts so badly.
Yeah for nothing...
And it makes no sense ya know...

Sprained Ankle, Knee Hurts =x

2009-09-19T01:01:00.005+08:00

Alrite guys.
Sad news~
I injured myself again =.=
HAHAS! =.=
I got injured in the handball game just now .
We didnt win, one lose, one draw.
Think EEEC was the champion?
Had Old Chang Kee as dinner after the event.
Other than tt.. nth much to talk abt barhs. (:

So what am i suppose to do with my injured ankle?
Fix it tmr den :D Haircut too, and revisions. D:
I've always wondered why isnt there warranty or smt for my body parts.
So tt I can change them whenever they're faulty. =x

Anw next week, thurs and fri,
Its my re-test papers =x
I'll have to take off again =.=
I wonder if boss would find me troublesome or not..
Nvms. Hope he can understand. =x

TTs all~
Off to sleep~

St.Regis @ Change Alley Selling Mooncakes

2009-09-17T23:39:00.011+08:00

Hello peeps!xD
Finally I've gotta feel to blog!
This time round its not tt i'm lazy tt i didnt blog.
But I'm really really very busy with work for the past few days :D
Tmr's a offday, hehs! xD
Got a competition in school to attend to (:

Alrites~ So what am I working as now?
A salesguy! LOLS! cool rite! hahas! xD
St.Regis Hotel' Mooncake selling at Change Alley~
Everything's fun! kinda~
But verrrry tiring... =x
Esp for our poor leggys ..
Have to stand and talk to customers for hours~~
And carry stocks, complains from customers etc..
LOLs~~

Most of the ppl there are friendly?
The workers~bosses~ and of course the uncle driver!
Hahas!
They're really kinda easy to talk to.
But there's just lots of china ppl there.
Seriously alot tt kind. LOLS~

And abt the pay,
Its arnd 60 bucks/day i think.
and we get to eat free mooncakes ! WAHAHAAS!!
So funny lorhs! We're alrdy getting sick of mooncakes. =x
Just try having them to stop the itch in ur mouth whenever u wan to. xD
Its only the fourth day man!! lols!
Cant imagine how're we gonna survive mooncakes in the next two weeks.
HAHAHAHAHS! xD

Everything seems fine in the job.
Except for our hair,which needs to be cut or trim...
Our feets which have to suffer from pain everyday...
And some fucking retarded bitchy customers...
And HEAVY eye bags T__T
AND the tops which is so uncomfortable and duno gt wash properly one or not. =.=
Fuck'em larhs! make us kena rashes =.= LOLS!
Tts all xD

Feel free to come and visit us!
Venue is at Raffles Place MRT,
Change Alley ,
YanTing St.Regis Mooncake booth.
We have baked traditional and snow skins Mooncakes for you ! xD
COME COME COME ! LOLS!

ANW! THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE VOTINGS!
It did help kinda :D
But i wont reveal the Qns (:

Pictures~

HORHORS! See ! This is how we slack and eat the mooncakes after work xD

A fire broke out at the BodyShop next to our booth on wed =x

Me Andy Glendon

Close shop~~

Boss summing up our sales etc~

10 votes.

2009-09-11T23:26:00.003+08:00

Sigh~
Same Old reason why i'm not blogging.
I'm lazy~ not busy..
Anw gonna start work soon.
So i duno if i'll blog or not.

AND here's the main point.
I'll need 10 votes.
From anyone. Yes anyone.
Its either a YES or a NO.
Pls leave a tag on my tagboard.
TTs all i need. Thanks (:
Hope there'll be 10 readers =.=
which i doubt there will be.
So I'll be getting the votes by 15 Sept.

Dun ask me why i asked for a vote?
I jus nid an answer for myself (:
I really duno what to do.
And if i were to ask someone,
He/she will find me ....
So its better for the qns left unknown
And get the answer straight (:

Now abt blogging.
NO entries.
Just yet.
Sry guys. =x

Still,
HappyBdae to HuiYi,YongLin,Andy. :D

Awww gawd~

2009-08-30T21:56:00.005+08:00

Sigh~
I'm feeling lousy right now =.=
Duno why either..
Maybe i gt pwnd by maths tts why..
Helpless indeed.
Tmr's maths paper.
Sooo dead cann~~ =x

Btw, tmr might be going back RS barhs.
Butttt, alot teachers left alrdy T__T
Those include Mr Goh, Mr Job etc..
I really find it pointless to go back lerhs. =x
Only left a few teachers like Ms Fu, Mr Wong , Mdm Joe etc.
So sad cann ~~ ):
Hw abt pri school? hahas!

Anw, Happy Teachers'Day :D
Thanks to the teachers who have taught me well :D

How i wish to hav someone to talk to now.
As in talk wateva we feel like~ ya know~
hmms.. shall get back to maths barhs =.=
Maths' such a dreadful sub..

I'm biting my lips agn ):
Guess I'm troubled =x
hahas~ :D

Updates :D

2009-08-28T00:24:00.007+08:00

HOHOHOs~~
Guess what ? I'm soooo gonna fail Thermo n Etech.
So dumb larhs! Alot careless mistakes...
Guess it shld be a 'C' ? T__T
No more A le larhs.
But I wont care abt it anymore. =x
Anw, I'm not sitting for tmr's paper.
LOA~~ next time den take. (if there is )
I dun understand a single shit abt C.prog =.=

Hmmms.. Was in RP for the past few days.
Mainly trying to study lurhs.
But todae's exception. Busy wif mangas =.=
Lols~ Fairy Tales' niceeee :D

Btw! i've found a job for myself ! xD
Mooncake selling ! 6/hr, 8/hr at weekends !
HEEELLLL YEAHSSS !!!
After I get my pay, I can spent them on wateva I wan !
Shall get my Skullcandy headphone, slippers, contact, and clothings !
And many more lurhs! provided I can afford them =.= hahas~

Annnd, I bought a cap for myself~ xD
Though i duno if i'm gonna wear it often or not.
Its blue/green/yellow,white design.
hehs~ dun find me weird if I put on it. :D

And OMG! i left my lappy back in the shop after getting my cappy lorhs!
I only found out tt its missing after boarding the bus. =.=
Me n Kiat quickly chiong back to the store to get it back.
Luckily it was still there, kept by the lady boss :D
Thanks to her lurhs~ owe her one. xD
Anw she's quite pretty . lols~
N thanks to kiat pei me run back. hahas~
I'm sorry my lappy! I'll nvr forget you agn! T__T

So tts all i'm gonna blog abt ~
I wanna sleep alrdy~~ :D *yawns yawns *
Sigh~ I really wan a girlfriend =x
For the.. duno how many times i've said it. .. =.=
Is the problem with me... ?
Am I too short, dumb or smt ?
Sept's coming ~
A Lonely September ~
Common, i'm sure there's someone out there~~
Righhhhht ? ):

Hor Hor ! Tmr Exam alrdy !

2009-08-23T16:45:00.001+08:00

Die liao~ Die one larhs ~ Ho sei liao ~
Tmr thermo test alrdy T__T lols!
And i havent finish everything!
Who ask me go library study n play pokemon =.=
aiyoyo! nvms liao,
MUST not play lerhs!
shall go finish up wateva's left :D

Anw i dun feel like taking C prog exam.
I still dun get a single shit abt it.
mao larhs =.=

All the best to everyone taking exams,
And Gud luck for the remaining papers too :D
Jiayous!

Why think so much ? :D

2009-08-20T23:50:00.008+08:00

Two pics, Kiat's Bdae celebration. :D

First of all,
Sry to all readers,
I'm breaking the promise to post the pics, agn.
I'm just tt lazy larhs. two pics up there. (:
The rest can be found in my facebook .
By all means, take a look if u wan to (:

I'm so SMILEY this two days ! xD
Went to RP with clique, to do some revisions.
But they all hor, break time joke so much!
I kept laughing and laughing ,
Thanks to my dearest joker friends~
I really cant stop LAUGHING at times! xDD
Damnnn funny ! to the MAX!
So many funny stuffs.
Couldnt rmb why i laugh so hard till i almost cried. Lols~
Miss the real laughter of mine so much :D

Btw its the 7th Month in the Chinese calender lerhs~
Means tt i MUST get back home before 10,
Best if its earlier (:
And must be guai guai, dun jio stunts.
Must baibai oso . hehs~ xD
So ppl, dun hang out too late uhs! :D

Anw i came up with a conclusion,
Girl are really troublesome human species.
Though someone else came up with this saying,
I really do agree with him. Seriously.
Maybe he's also someone who gt pwnd by the girls.
HAHAHAS! lols~~

Hmms... abt school,
Exams are starting next week,must choing alrdy! :D
Btw i gt a 'B' for my CRS. =.=
only one guy in my class gt 'A'.
sian diaos... =x

Okays~ tts all i'm gonna blog.
I'm so happy alrights!
gonna get some sleeps ler.
wan an lohs~ :D

Foolish

2009-08-17T01:37:00.008+08:00

I'll blog some other time barhs.
Anw i gt the pics alrdy,
next post would be long.
Exams are coming,stresss~
I nid kinder buenos ):

Gtg sleep alrdy ~
sick =x

Words got stuck,
Feelings got hard.
I saw it coming,
Yet I went on.
What a fool.

Liar Liar

2009-08-11T00:22:00.007+08:00

Caught GI JOE today with jeann! xD
Its really niceee lurhs~
The action etc, damn awesome can !
hahas! :D must watch ! hehs ~
Anw thanks jeann, for the present, n the movie as well (:

Was at East Coast park for Sat and Sun,
Damn fun ! enjoyed skating xD
Will post the pics when i get'em.

Not posting much for todae,
still gt school tmr =x
sigh~
sweet dreams ~ (:

Afterall, I got tongue tied.

Never thought of it.

2009-08-05T18:01:00.006+08:00

Heys ppl ~ :D
I'm just plainly lazy to blog. =x
Sigh.. wonder what going on nowadays~
I feel so lost lurhs. again =.=
maybe my mind's not awake
ve'been sleeping late recently.
eye bags are heavy ):

Left school early todae,
cos the lecturer asked us to leave if we've gt no interest in class. hahas!
joke lurhs! who would wanna listen to him lorhs. so boring~
might as well study outselves when u're plainly,simply reading from the textbook which we all hav a copy each =.=
more than half of my class left lurhs~ lols

Went to CWP, planned to get smt for Kiat n Ben de bdae,
but duno what they need lehs =.=
N tmr is Kiat de Bdae alrdy lurhs ! how how how ????

Upcoming Bdae babies:
WeeKiat> 6/8
Benjamin> 8/8
Jeslyn> 14/8
Changhong> 15/8

I rmb gt Alottttt Aug babies,
BUT !! i lost my bloody calendar larhs !!
all the bdae dates are gone =x
so i could onli rmb some.

Alrights, Happy Bdae to them, in advance! xD
hahas!

I know that I shldnt be staying on,
But i just cant move on.
So what's the solution ?
stay single?

Random Quiz

2009-07-29T23:42:00.004+08:00

How about a quiz? lols

1. Real name : Tan Si Hao
2. Nickname : Kaspar,Kidd,Kas,SH,No.4. TheGreatDevilKasparEspada4(hahas!)
3. Star sign : Tarus
4. Male or female : Male
5. Primary school : Admiralty Primary School
6. Secondary school : Riverside Secondary School
7. JC/POLY : Singapore Poly
8. Hair color : Black/Brown
9. Long or short : Bangs~ xD
10. Loud or Quiet : Depends~
11. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats
12. Phone or camera : Phone
13. Health freak : Hate vegies. except for cabages xD
14. Drink or smoke : Drink
15. Do you have a crush on someone : No.
16. Eat or drink : Drink
17. Piercings : none
18. Tattoos : none

Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : Yes
20 . Been in a relationship : No
21 . Been in a car accident : Yea.. I bang the car.
22 . Been in a fist fight : Sort of.

First ;
23. First piercing : N/A
24. First best friend : Hahas!
25. First award : Guess it shld be some Art Competition.
26. First Crush : too shy to say so~ hahas!
27. First Vacation : Malaysia lorhs~

Last ;
28. Last person you talked to : Kiat
29. Last person you texted to : Shu Hui
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : HH,Kiat n company
32. Last food you ate : Papaya~
33. Last movie you watched : Helly Copter And The Half Lard Prince
34. Last song you listened to : Tounge Tied-Faber Drive
35. Last thing you bought : Choc milk
36. Last person you hugged : my mum i guess.

Favourites ;
37. Food : hw abt foods?
38. Drinks : Ice Milo/ Honey Milk Tea
39. Clothing : My white hoodie !
40. Books : i dun read.
41. Song : hw abt songs?
42. Flower : Red/Pink/white tulips? Sunflowers?
43. Colors : Pink, Red, white, grey, blue, black
44. Movies : Marley and Me ( soooo touching can! T__T )
45. Phrase : Hahas! , It's like that one lorhs~
46. Subjects : Art

Done any before :
47. Kissed in the snow : No
48. Celebrated Halloween : Yes
49. Had your heart broken : Yes
50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Yes
51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : No,
52. Came out of the closest : No
53. Gotten pregnant : No...i'm a guy =.=
54. Had an abortion : No...
55. Done something you've regretted : Yessss. but its all up to me
56. Broke a promise : Yes
57. Hid a secret : A few?
58. Pretended to be happy : Used to be more often. But now, nt really (:
59. Met someone who changed your life : Yes~
60. Pretended to be sick : for pon tang ing school. LOLS
61. Left the country : Yes. To Malaysia.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : Duno ehs. hahas!
63. Cried over the silliest thing : Yes
64. Ran a mile : Yes.
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Yes
66. Stay single the whole year : Yes, I've been single for 17 yrs alrdy ~

Currently ;
67. Eating :Nothing? i've toothache =(
68. Drinking : Water
69. I'm about to : finish this soon?
70. Listening to : Thunder - BoysLikeGirls
71. Plans for tomorrow : CRS test, revisions maybe?
72. Waiting for : Love. I wan a girlfriend =(
73. Want kids : Yes. maybe 2?
74. Want to get married : Yes, arnd 27?
75. Careers in mind : Police ? i wanna be in the CID section
76(Pt1). Which is better than Girl / Boy : huh? I like girls =.=
76(Pt2). Lips or eyes : Eyes
77. Shorter or taller : Shorter
78. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : Boobs =.= LOLS
80. Sensitive or loud : 60-40
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
82. Trouble-maker or hesistant : 50-50 ?

Have you ever ;
83. Lost glasses/contacts : Nope
84. Ran away from home : Nope
85. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : Nope, shooting com yes (:
86. Killed somebody : Fantasy, yes. Reality, no.
87. Broken someone's heart : Duno.. tell me if i did? =x
88. Been arrested : No
89. Cried when someone died : My grandparent

Do you believe in ;
90. Yourself : Not really
91. Miracles : Yes?
92. Love at first sight : Yupps.
93. Heaven : Yes
94. Santa Claus : NO, scammer!
95. Sex on the first date : No.
96. Kiss on the first date : Depends?
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : No, i wish i had one =x
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Guess so?
100. This is the 100th and last question :Now tag 10 people to do this : No way~ i'm tired and sleepy~ and i somehow feel that i've done this quiz before! LOLS!

Its just a dream afterall~

2009-07-27T23:49:00.007+08:00

Sigh~ there's so much hmwk n revisions to be done. ):
stress alrdy loh~ =x
must mugg library these few days alrdy!
wed shld be going library as well. xD

Btw, happy belated bdae to botak,glendon and quoway !
hahas~ went to celebrate botak n gdon bdae on last thurs.
went to eat zhu chao at yishun there,
den played pool till 10 plus 11 ?
hope they enjoyed barhs (:
after which, home sweet home ~ :D
credits for photos: weekiat

Anw,DME1A/02 gt 2nd in the inter class soccer match!
cheers! xD hahas! actually there's only 4 classes playing lurhs~ =P
but its still an achievement for my class :D
so congrats uh! xD

Played bball on sat,
hahas! didnt played for quite some time?
wrist still hurts lurhs! ):
but its only when i play ball etc.
other than tt only slight pain lorhs.
hope it recover fast.
If not i might nid to go for tt 'MRI' thingy?
treatment for wrist injury barhs.
(waiting for the pics to be send to be uploaded)

So tts all for the update?
will update again when i feel like it :D

Tag replies

Jeslyn> hehs! okays! xD n thanks for the tagg! alrights~ gud to hear tt :D

jeann> okayyyyys~~ probably barhs. will fun mehs? =x hard to find someone lurhs..

qiule> hahas! yea. 5 more months~ if have den have barhs. dun hav dun hav lorhs. :D

siying> YOs!!!xDD Yar lorhs! glad to see you here~ hahas! :D sadly,yes ): bt its recovering le barhs? hehs! yupps. will derhs. u tc too uhs! JC sure very stressful =x

Jun Bin> yo brother! xD hahs! yea lorhs. !@#$%^&* how to hoot cia~ so many ppl there. hahas! but now nth le barhs. jus tt abit bu shuang abt tt incident lorhs. but all're still fine :D

I dreamt of a her,
but its just a dream afterall~

可不可以愛我

2009-07-22T11:16:00.002+08:00

60 need, 40 want

2009-07-20T23:31:00.009+08:00

Time for the weekly update of my blog~ (:
So whats going on these few days?
School's fine. (:
Caught The Haunting in connecticut,
And Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince.
Both so-so only barhs.
one is gore, one is bore. Hahas~

The other day was K Box, like tt lorhs.
I duno how to sing larhs~ hahas!
Past two days was library revision etc.xD

BTW , I'm lazy to talk about the incident that happened after Harry Potter.
Damn fucked up larhs. A guy gave a punch on Andy..
Gud news is tt the punch missed quite badly lols,
Luckily my devil wasnt with me tt night.. if not sure kick ass..
You guys can go to weekiat's blog to view abt what happened xD
Kiat's reactions was the 'hottest', he pushed tt guy off and shoutings.
I was the one spamming vulgarities ( quite fierce shoutings back den)
Me n hh stopped tt fucktard from getting off just like tt,
we 'talked' for a moment( kept cool cos damn lot ppl arnd =.= )
Den when the rest catch up lerhs, we settled things lorhs
Although i was fucking damn bu shuang, to avoid the issue getting bigger,
we manage to talk things out and close case lorhs.
As long as my friend is fine, den its fine with me. (:

&& I'm still searching for a girlfriend..
and I'm serious about having a her to be with me.
Yes i may sound despo.. But afterall,
I'll only go after the her whom i feel that she's the her tt i'm looking for.
It takes time before i can find such a her.
So shall wait and see (:

TTs all i guess.
Simple post barhs~
Nights people~ :D

Tag Replies ~

ernest> thanks for the spam back xD hahas!

ت FEL♥ICIA> oh okays ! xD thanks! :D

qiule> no uh.. quite small lehhh ~~ diao =.= like tt oso happy. =P horhs~ (: idk wat to do to it liao. letting it heal by itself.. =x

michelle> huh~ ?? michelleeeee?

ah le> diao =.= wateva larhs~ =D

jd> yo brother!! hahas! hai hao lorhs =x but in school very lonely larhs. unless gt changhong they all , the more shou ones xD u lehs ? er shi yi ge ji ~ xD

Jeslyn> ohh chey ! xP i tot u grew taller liao~~ hahas! yar lorhs ! really very cute!HAHS! is use hair band de thing uh? lols~

Show me the way~

2009-07-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies~

qiule> short lorhs! 168 nia.. ): diaos =.= very bad leh u . xP hahas! wont break one larhs! u're nt me xD hehs! n is u cant reach me, nt ur aiming lousy xPP okays(: thanks uhs ~ :D

jeann> Hahas!! ty? lols! my hair will grow back one! xD seeeee..expected from u~
=.= who ask my wrist to be injured.. nvms~ tmr going for x ray~ den cn see wats the bloody prob with it lerhs (: hope there's nth serious barhs :D

Yan♥> thank you yan yan! xD hahas! next time dun watch american horror liao. so many gore.. T__T makes me feel sick =x hehs!

addison> thanks ! i hope so too~ :D

cansatdra> yupps.i will. thanks ya! :D btw u are ?

wendy> shi mu!! yar lorhs!! so sad ): Yes shi mu !! hahas! tmr going x ray see whats wrong lorhs (: ty shi mu ~ xD

Ba Ha Ha ~~

2009-07-09T00:09:00.001+08:00

Life's so boring !!! Oh My Devil~~
Just becos of my fucking injured wrist,
which fucking refuse to recover..
My daily life is so freaking boring ~
Cant go for CCAs.. Cant play Ball..
Damn it lurhs... ):
Shall go for checkup, X-ray maybe..
I hope the specialist can do smt abt my wrist =.=

Sun was Street Run 2009,
went there for our ONOW project CIP near Zouk.
To help out etc... how much can a handicap help ?
Overall its kinda boring =.=
But at least we get to enjoy the lovely breeze xD
Still... all thanks to the downpour..it ruined the day ):
Btw, Sry for the pung seh..
Didnt make it for the outing becos i hav to attend this CIP thingy.
Sry buddies! ~ =x

Waiting for pics to be uploaded (:

AND i really wan to go for movies soon ~~
Soooooooo SAD LARHS ! T__T
I've missed damn lots of movie T__T
Just too many to name them out..
Can someone pei me to watch at least one movie this week ? hahas~ :D

Tag replies

ah le > yea.. but idk when mine will recover. =x will try to get well soon. but i dun think i can catch up with the rest alrdy. sry buddy.

FEL♥ICIA> ohhhs!! now i rmb !! hahas! ADP rite ! xD anw i've linked u lerhs (:

qiule> ohhs..didnt see u ehs. =x too short liao . hahas! jk jk! xD but i not cute wat. lols! yar lorhs~ i agree. shall cut back last time der bahs (:

jeann> HAHAS! think i'll cut back the same one barhs. Since so many ppl say it tt way too. xD Bet u couldnt recognize me when u see me rite ? maybe not very diff~ but it's diff ~ wahahas~ :P

Thoughts running through my mind.

2009-07-04T01:17:00.008+08:00

Okays guys ~ Here's some updates :D

Lets start with this week's stuffs.
Hmms.. I gt pwnd by my MST. =.= (Etech,materials n maths)
Fell sick on thurs. so i didnt sit for the last 2 papers. (C.prog n thermo)
which means tt i have to retest on someother dates. man..
Hope i'll do well for the remaining papers. (:

BTW! My hair is now BANGS! =.=
A new style for me lurhs. LOLS!
But i find it not suitable for me =x
I looked so weird =.=
hahas~

Went playing bball at fragrant n 806 todae.
Tired~ and worse thing is tt i injured my wrist again. wtf man..
Didnt play ball for like a month due to this injury ?
Played, but end up worsening the condition.
Man... i think the ligament broke or smt?
I can feel the bloody sharp pain now . T__T

So having this fucking injury, i cant do ani trainings or wateva.
Maybe i shld quit canoe barhs.
I'm Left with no choice. ):
I wouldnt be able to catch up with the rest.
and it'll really take months for my wrist to recover.
I shld inform the others soon ?
But i havent really make up my mind.
Shall see how things go den (:

Thoughts running through my mind.

1> Study hard for GPA and get into Uni.
2> Manage my time well.
3> CCA wise, depends.
4> Relationship wise, waiting for love.
5> No more injuries.
6> No more emo.
7> Save money, spend less.
8> Enjoy poly life.
9> Spent more time with my close ones.
0> Change the fate of my life.

No priority rankings (:
Hahas~ it allll my thoughts.

&&"Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows. "
True friends~ Never walk alone (:

Water-phobia or Hydro-phobia ?

2009-06-28T20:04:00.004+08:00

Man. I'm feeling so sick now =.=
nvms, its doesnt matter =.=
Jus gotta sit down and freaking study for the MST!
Lols ! Jiayous barhs ! (:

Anw i found out my water-phobia is back T__T
I jus gt sooo scared of water during the last training.
And i duno why =.= sooo stupid larhs.
Even though i noe how to swim but i'm scared of water =.=
LOLS. must overcome it again!
And i shld be working hard towards the sprint side barhs. (:

All the best to everyone taking MST ! xD

Back on my feets :D

2009-06-23T22:51:00.006+08:00

Man.. I realise tt i shldnt be giving up.
Sry guys ! And thanks for the comforts ! (:
hahas~ I'm feeling much better now.
Though i kept everything to myself. Hehs!
I've gt my game plan planned on. xD

Didnt blog for quite sometime lerhs.
Duno where to start from. lols.
Had canoe trainings this few days.
must get my wrist to recover faster!
if not i'm really losing out. =x
I nid time to catch up with the rest. =x
Calcium !! more pls ! hahas!

And MST's coming soon! OMG !
I havent even complete half of my studies !
Hope the H1N1 tempo stop schooling. hahas!
Den we'll gt more time to study. xD
But still, its better try to complete everything by this week.
I wan GPA 3.5 ! wahhahas! Jiayous! xD

Tag replies

addison> find sometime to watch it barhs. Transformer's next ! hahas!

xiuting & Gdon> yupps. thanks! :D

jeann> thankyou jeann! x) hahs! yupps. i realise there're always some ppl there for me derhs xD i just gt emo over some stuffs larhs. (:

qiule> not really same barhs. just tt we're emo-ing. hahas! lovesick lols! ty~ (:

Yan♥> yupps. better lerhs (: thanks! anw i still cant load ur blog. hahas!

}`Xiuwenn> HAHAHAS! nt funny =.= lols! if u curse me until i really kena den see how you feel ! die liao go haunt you. xPP jk jk. hahas~

Cyferss> O_o lols! how the hell did u find ur way here to my blog. hahas! no offence larhs. No =.= its all abt one's thought. nth to do with sp i guess? (: thanks anw :D

ah le> thanks buddy! yupps ! gonna stay strong and train hard, hav to catch up too. practice makes perfect. Jiayous ! xD

Falling Apart

2009-06-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

*Sigh* I feel so helpless now.
Really. I've nvr felt so bad before.
So bad tt i really feel like giving up everything.
It just hurt so much. So much tt i cant even get up on my feets.
And why does things turn out to be this way?

If all this were to go on..
I think I'll end up having a total Breakdown.
Seriously.

Freaking hate myself.

Monster Vs Alien !

2009-06-13T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hahas! I caught M.V.A todae xD
Or shld i say ytd. hahs! its 12am alrdy. (:
Sooo cute and funny larhs! LOLs!

Went to study in the library ~~this~~ ytd morning.
With Kiat n Jr.. Went for lunch at Yoshi.
And i gt a free Ice cream donut ! hahas!
I duno if it comes tgt with the meal or nt.
But i didnt pay for it. It was student meal price xD
hahas~

And guess wat ? We gt free popcorn n drinks for movie ! xDD
Hahas! It jus so happen tt my friend was working there todae.
Den he jus offer us the free snacks.
TTs how i gt my free snacks~ xD

Went to play bball later in the evening.
All the way till lights out.
But my hand still hurts =x
Must takecare of it. (:
I wanna go back canoe trainings !!

Okays. TTs all for todae. Jus a short post lurhs xD
Cos tmr's Sentosa trip! xD Must sleep now lerhs~
Wahahas! Lets have fun in the race tmr man! xD
HELL YEAH!

Am I thinking too much?
Or You're feeling that way too ?

Ha Ha Ha Ha ~

2009-06-11T21:10:00.005+08:00

Wahahas! Finally got out of my house !
Went out for a jog just now xD
Tgt with Kiat n Jr arnd the neighbourhood.
Feel so gud after the run !
Very long nvr run le.. =x
Like 2 or 3 weeks ? Hahas~
Gotta train more. Dun wanna lose out.
And since i miss out so many trainings.
I shall train on my stamina and my abs.
Other than tt i'll just to wait for my hand to recover.
Den i can resume my upper body trainings. xD

Okays. TTs all for todae x)
Tmr shall be Thermo ~ hehes~
Gotta wake up by 10 and go to the library to study (:
And now shall be slacking time! ~ xD
wahahas~~

Welcome back ~ (:

2009-06-10T23:56:00.013+08:00

Tadaa~~ Here's my new blog skin,
And I'll be blogging again le barhs (:
Though there might be no readers. hahas!
Currently having term break. x)
Shld be able to cope with the upcoming tests (:
Welcome back to myself ! xD

Okays~ Lets see..
Oh! there's smt tt i shld say first:

Happy Birthday to Yong Zhen Xiao Mei !
wahahas! Wish u all the best for O lvl ! xD
Must celebrate with us soon ! xD

Sad News ? Here are they:

Sad news 1 ! T__T
I lost all the birthday dates T__T
Damn pissed off when i saw my old phone calendar empty. =.=
Fuck man..
I hav to do everything all over again..
*sigh* hope i can get as many as dates possible (:

Sad news 2 ! T__T
I lost my blog cbox T__T
I accidentally overwrite my template with the new one =.=
tts why i hav to make a new cbox. ( i forgot my acc for tt old cbox )
Luckily i pasted the links first,
If not i'll have a big trouble trying to find all the links back.
LOLs.

Sad news 3 ! T__T
I missed my class outing to the Zoo! ):
I fell sick on Tues . Fever and headache.
Didnt feel like going out at all tt moment.
End up staying at home.
Wonder how the outing was. =x
Hope they had fun ? :D
hahas~

Sad news 4 ! T__T
Guess what ? I dislocated my wrist bone again. =.=
Lols! Its the 2nd time on my right wrist.
I didnt injure myself for 5 months lorh!
Near half a yr kaes! Big achievement for me =.=
Lols.But the spree was broken 3 weeks ago.
Nvms. I'm getting better alrdy xD
Just tt i cant turn it completely and cant carry heavy stuffs.
And it still does hurts ):

TTs all the sad news? Guess so. hahas! :D

So whats going on nowadays?
Have nth much to do lately.
I wanna go out ~ but with who ? lols!
Fri will be celebration for xiao mei de bdae.
Sat will be Sentosa de amazing race.
Cant go for trainings yet =x

Man... how i wish i can recover now..
So tt i can get back to Canoe trainings ):
I missed 3wks of trainings le T_T
Jus becos of this stupid hand injury..
Wats more still gt ppl say i 'chao geng'..
wth lurhs... Its for REAL ..

I seriously hate it. & i did mention it before..
Why would ppl say i 'chao geng' when i'm fucking injured for real. =.= U think i enjoy breaking my limbs everytime?
It jus so happen tt i'm stupid enuf to injure myself. =.=
Its not a show being put up to gain wateva stuffs u might think it may be. And it does hurt. I noe my limits myself.
If i can play , i'll play.
If i cant , i wont.

Esp to some ppl who call themselves close friends =.=
Might as well jus say my hand is fake one..
Dun nid say my injury fake one..
*sigh*

Okays! TTs all for the updates~
And i shldnt be emo-ing lols!
I love wondergirls! *random* xD
Hahas! Nites ppl ! :D

Temporary Closed

2009-05-21T23:08:00.010+08:00

Hey guys~
Just came into my blog to announce tt my blog will be closed temporarily.
I just feel tt i wouldnt hav much time to really blog.
Will be starting my revisions soon.
Hav been slacking too much lately.
And CCAs are packed up.
Tests are coming etc.
So I'll maybe make a new post when i'm free.
Most prob is during/after the break. (:
Do feel free to tag or leave any note (:
See ya ~

Holiday-BoysLikeGirls

Sadness, Depression.

2009-05-14T00:06:00.004+08:00

*sigh*
I'm seriously feeling very down now.
Very. very very very..
And i duno wat else i can do nw.
Its all my fault. All mine.

Yes i may seems happy on the outside,
But try looking at me in my eyes.
You think i'm really happy?

Nvms. No one really noes how i feel.
U noe how sad it is to be unable to explain everything out?
And left with no choice but to face what the others say abt you?
Anw, i dun think i can explain everything out.
Just let wateva you think it is be told to the others.
I dun wanna think abt it animore,
The more i think,
The more vex i'll get.
And the more i try to explain,
the more I'll get speechless.

All i can say is tt ,
Blame everything on me.
You'll find someone better.

Quiz ?

2009-05-10T12:07:00.008+08:00

I'll update later at night if i gt the time.(:

STEP ONE: Spell your name with songs
Kissing You Goodbye , Jesse McCartney
Angels , David Archuleta
Sleepless Night , Faber Drive
Please Don't Leave Me , Pink
A little Too Not Over You , David Archuleta
Run , Leona Lewis

STEP TWO:
– Name: Kaspar Tan Si Hao
– Birth date: 2May92
– Nickname: Kaspar , Kidd , SiHao , SH , Kas ..
– Eye Color: black, abit of brown.
– Hair Color: brown? blond ?
– Zodiac Sign: Monkey
- Horoscope: Tarus

STEP THREE:
– The shoes you wore today: Slippers
– Your weaknesses: Time Management
– Your fear(s): Ghost, Disappointment
– Your perfect pizza: 20 inches with 20 diff flav. ! wahahas!

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: idk..
– Your bedtime? : As And When i feel like.
– Most missed memory? : Flying Fox xD 7 storey high xD

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: Macdonald's
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Honey Milk tea with strawberry/peach jelly.
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
– Cappuccino or coffee: Can i mix both ? hahas~

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: Nope.
– Sing: Sometimes.
– Dance: Yupps.
– Take a shower everyday: Of Course.
– Have a crush: Complicated
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: Yes.
– Want to go to college: Yupps.
– Like(d) high school: uh huh (:
- Want to get married: YES. With Miss Sunshine ! xD
– Get motion sickness: After taking some meds.
– Think you’re a health freak: Avg.
– Get along with your parents: Depends.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: Ytd.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope.
– Eaten Sushi: Yupps x) Ichiban.
– Been on stage: Yupps x) Zouk.
– Gone skating: Yupps x) ECP.
– Made homemade cookies: Nope.
– Gone Skinny dipping: No.
– Stolen anything: Nope.

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: No ?
– If so, was it mixed company: ...
– Flashed anyone: wth.. =.=
– Been beaten up: A Fight ?
– Shoplifted: Never!

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: By 26 ?
– Numbers of Children: 2, one girl one boy.
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Sweet And Lovely , Full of Sunshine !
– What country would you most like to visit? : Duno ?

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: Brown/Black
– Best hair color?: Blond/Black/Brown
– Short hair or long hair?: Long (:
– Height: 4.9 ft to 5.4 ft ?

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: The People who loves me.
– Number of CDs that I own: Dun rmb.
– Number of tattoos: None.
– Number of piercings: None.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday?: My Friends.
What woke you up this morning?: Alarm Clock.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: If there's no school (:
Do you like anybody?: Current yes. But I'm getting over her (:

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public?: Sick Yes.
Passed out because of alcohol?: No?
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: Gotta Do Assignments soon.
What kind of home would you like?: Comfy, my own family, and Hav lots of puppy ! To hav my friends with me is even better! but they all hav their own home too lurhs. hahas! xDD
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Gud Qns. (:
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: Shld be in NS. hahas~
Do you like candy necklaces?: no?
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?: Dun rmb.
Do you listen to music every day?: Yes~
Do you still go trick or treating? : Want to. x)
What was the last thing you ate?: Tim Sum breakkie
Are you a fast typer?: Avg.
Whats your favorite type of soda?: none?
Have you ever moved? : From Tampinese to Woodlands .
Have you ever won an award? : Quite a Num.
Are you listening to music right now? I'm Not Dead , Pink
How long is it till your birthday? : It was Last week. so one more yr ? lols
When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
What time is it?: 1.09 pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? : Nope
Who makes you mad? : Ppl who think tt they're better than you when they're nt. Two headed. Fucking Flirts when the other party is alrdy attached. Betrayer. Stab one ganster. Irony. Always talks abt himself etc.
Have you ever heard a song written about you?: Nope.
Something you want to happen in 2009? : Find A GirlFriend !!!

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? : Black. =.=
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? : Wondering if she's fine or nt.
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? : Doing this quiz ?
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? : Yes! I'm nt doing ani of my assignments yet. =x
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? : Hong Hwee
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? : Yes.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? : LOVE SICKNESS !
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Nope.
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: No? sweet tooth xD
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes. Her.
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?: Somewat yes. But i'm considered quite open barhs (:
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: YES. FUCKTARD.
17. Honestly, are you in denial?: Somewat a yes? but we'll all hav to face the fact.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?: Maybe.
19. Honestly, do you like anyone?: OKays.. yes. =.= But i'll nvr get her. & like i said, i'm getting over her alrdy.
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? : Maybe?

ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad?: Bring it on ! I wont talk much.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: I cracked my knuckle bone T__T
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? : Maybe. If the person is a girl i'll try to keep cool. I cant stand girls crying =.= i might end up crying with her lols.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? : Of Course, FuckTard~

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? : Ehhs. Last Year barh (:
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes, who wouldnt ?
3. Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes. Quite a num.
4. What usually makes you cry?: Friends and girls~

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person?: YES ! hahas! during the daytime.
2. What makes you the happiest?: Fun! Finding A Girlfriend. x)
4. Do you believe in yourself?: Somewat yes?
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?: hahas! who wouldnt ? lols xD

Seriously, I'm still looking for a girlfriend.
Miss. Sunshine ! i dun wan play hide n seek animore~
T__T *random*

Sick =.=

2009-05-06T20:53:00.005+08:00

Hey guys~
Somehow I jus dun feel like bloggin animore =.=
All Thanks to the assignments etc.
Its keeping me busy at home.
Haiz.. nvms.. dun wanna talk abt it.
Stress lurhs !

Anw...idk where's all the pics ler ...
Who took and who has it, i hav no idea =.=
So sry for wordy entries..
But!! nw wif my new phone i can take pics ler !
wahahahs! 8 mega pix, shld be gud enuf xD
So next time will have more pics in my blog lerhs x)

&& Zouk party's tmr !
but i'm still freaking sick ):
Must get well by tmr ! MUST!
Please ! i dun wanna miss the fun T__T
hahas~

Volleyball trail for guys is on 12 May. x)
Hmms.. i'm seriously wanting to get into this CCA lurhs.
Was once a player in pri school,
but tt was like 8yrs back? lols.
I jus hope tt they'll accept me larhhs (:
hahas~ (:
I wonder when is the Girls one =x

TTs all i wanna blog.
This migraine headache is killing me !
Gtg get more sleeps...
Though i've sleeping for hrs alrdy. lols.
Cant be help ):
Nites ppl !

Tag Replies

ah le > Late for school? esp for lesson which starts 8 in the morning =.= lols

xiuting> yupps. enjoyed the celebrations. nt fair lorhs ! u all nvr kena ! hahas! thanks for the wishings too (:

Qiule> heys! its okay larhs (: thanks for the wishings ! x) hahas!

Sharifa > omg ! Sharifa !?!?! xDD so surprise to see u in my blog ! aww i miss you guys too ! x) very long nvr see you lerhs . hw's school?

addison> thanks dude ! x)

{♥}lil`w e n z i> thank you ! x) takecares ! (:

jeann> yupps. very likely . i nw oso very busy wif assignments lerhs =.= There's alrdy one big hole in my wallet T__T cash flowing out .. hahas~

mich> hahas! thanks you ! (: hai hao larhs (: very long nvr see each other le mar. hahas! tts why didnt recognise me xD hehs!

Happy Birthday To Me !!! xD

2009-05-02T22:10:00.011+08:00

THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!
THANK YOU FOR THE B'DAE WISHES !!!
THANK YOU FOR THE CELEBRATIONS !!!
THANK YOU FOR THE B'DAE SONGS !!!
THANK YOU FOR THE PRESENTS !!!
THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISES !!!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING GUYS !!!
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME HAVE A WONDERFUL 17th BIRTHDAY !!!
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!
THANK YOU !!!

I'M 17yrs old lerhs ! xDD
YEAHS!!!

Whao ! I'm seriously very touched ! T__T
I'm so glad to have my friends to celebrate my bdae with me .
And of course, All the wishings !
I really duno wat else to say man!
You guys were Great! Really Great!
I feel so blessed cos i hav really great friends arnd me !
Love you guys more than ever! xD
CHEERS!!!

Thank You DME 1A/02 !
Thank You My Brothers, Sisters and Great friends who celebrated wif me at East Coast! I'm really touched by u guys! And i Love the presents!
So Sweet of u guys ! thank you !
Thank You My Family ! xD

Will Update again when i get the pics.
But i duno hw many are there.
Maybe a few onli ? (:
Okays. I'm seriously deadbeat alrdy. xDD
hahas! & sunburn ! LOLS!
gtg get some sleeps le larhs. (:
nite ppl ! xD

Replies left till next update ! x)

06 Dont Forget.wma - Demi Lovato

LAST MIN NOTICE !

2009-04-30T23:53:00.006+08:00

Shall skip all the Updates to the next day.

TMR will be my Advance Bdae celebration!

Wif RSS de ppl !

SRY for being last min n nt very well planned.

Hope tmr dun rain, really.

we're going to east coast park to play,

Sry agn cos no BBQ, didnt book early.

Den hope u guys dun mind the plan ,

treat it as going out to play tgt and hav fun.

can come de come. thanks!

Anione interested in going

( ppl whom i didnt msg cos i dun hav their num)

or those who wan go jus give me a call or msg

9325 7340 is my num.

Sry i noe its very last min..

Anw thank you DME 1A/02 for celebrating my Bdae in advance todae !
THANK YOU GUYS!! LOVE YA ALWAYS!!!! XDDD

A Little update (:

2009-04-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

Amnesia T__T
After the one whole week of school,
i find tt poly life is seriously boring without CCAs..
Second week's gonna end soon too . hahas!
All you do is either Bowling / Pool / slack arnd or go back home.
Nth much to do after school . So boring lurhs. =x

Fri, 24/4 > HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HONG HWEE!
May your bdae wishes come true yea x)
Brothers forever~ x)
Hope u enjoy ur bdae (:

Shop arnd to get HH present after school.
Got a lappy bag for him. xD hahas!
Had dinner tgt, Macdonald lols!
Caught 17 again, nice~ x)
Home sweet home after the movie. (:

Sat, 25/4 > HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TAVIN !

Woke up at 12 in the noon.
Got rdy n went off to play ball.
Didnt played ball for sometime lerhs (:
I found out my jumps are getting higher lerhs xD
(But too bad i missed the try out lerhs. =x )
Had dinner with them, chit-chat awhile ,
den home sweet home x)

Sun, 26/4 > HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XING YI !
So sry tt i didnt wish you on the actual date.
But Still ... Happy Belated Bdae Lao Jie !!! x)
Jia yous in your JC arhs! All the Best !
Lao Di miss you !

Stayed at home the whole day.
Was busy watching anime and doing assignments. =x
Damn confusing larhs the C prog. =.=
Dun get it sometimes.
Hav to practice more lerhs =x

Mon, 27/4 > Omg~ Guess wat.
I was late for my school. =.=
Lesson suppose to start at 8am,
Woke up at arnd 9am, reached school arnd 10am,
At first i thought missing the first lesson and go for the next,
But i ended up playing bowling & pool with my classmates...
Why ? cos the Lesson was Home Tutorial for this week !! omg !! T__T
Waste train trip ): 30 bucks a week if there's no concession lehs!
Make me unable to save for my wants :(
Anw, here are some pics ! xD

TTs all i wanna blog,
Other few days was plainly lectures/tutorials,
Nth much to blog abt x)

Personality Is The Key Word.

Tag Replies

2009-04-27T22:14:00.004+08:00

Tag replies ~

Fiona: Haha, but I enjoyed blading with you guys so much! Let's go again! Wee!

Kidd : hahas! xD yupps! so much fun lurhs! think this Sat MM gt go Sentosa! xD

jeann: hahaha, soon its gna get more busy and thr will be lesser fun~ yes, shop in june, GREAT SPORE SALE. LOL.

Kidd : Awww!! i dun wan get so busy lurhs! very stress derh lorhs! i wan my CCA ! T__T yea yea! will shop till drop in june den ! xDD

ichelle: hey!

Kidd : Heys!!! i've linked you lerhs ! x) thanks for the tagg aniway! x)

xiutinq: kaspar! rmb wad i told u. ok.

Kidd : Okays. But which/wat thing ? Lols!

huiyi: Hello ~!! ^^ poly life fun ??? ^^

Kidd : Heys!! Wahh ! u're back alive le ?! hahas! fun ! vvvery fun ! i Love SP! xD
JC life is stressful rite! wahahas! very long nvr c u here ler~ (: hehs!

Same reason, lazy to blog. =x
And i didnt tagg others blog for a very long time ler.
Will do so when i'm more free?
Thanks uh. Suffering from Amnesia. ):

And i Miss my friends ! T__T
Currently still thinkinf of hw to celebrate my bdae.
I can celebrate on FRI & SAT .
Labour Day n My Bdae.
Hmms.. hw ? RSS and SP .
hw uhs... hmmms....

Sat MM Sentosa ?

First Day Of School !

2009-04-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hw's life to start school n be late on the very first day?
hahas! sry guys! i was late agn....
I'm one of the late-comer kings.=x
Sry larhs. I didnt noe tt the Mrt would be so flooded..
I missed 4 trains cos i couldnt get in =x
I'll go earlier next time derhs (:
So i'll be early x) Promise kaes? (:

First day at school is jus fine (:
Had the C programme in the morning,
And its abt com stuffs derh.
Still dun really noe wats the use for it. hahas!
Will find out soon~ (:

Our Nation Our World was next,
And it's kinda boring lols!
Its something like CD lesson.
which we always sleep in class =.=
hahas!
Sad news is tt we hav assignments to do alrdy ):
Wat to do? finish them up by next week lorhs (:

Was dismissed at 12 noon,
Had Lunch, den bowling ~~agn~~ ,
Went over to Np to find HH, Andy and Nard ! xD
And Subway for Dinner at NP !
yeah!!! I love the Double Choc cookie ! xD
I guess Poly life would cost if fast food is wat u hav every meal..
Shall cut down my daily expense lerhs =x
If nt i couldnt get my new phone,bag,jacket,slippers,skates.
Shopping shall be left till june barhs (:

&& I'm soooo looking forward to the CCA trials! xDD

Takin Back My Love - Enrique Iglesias ft. Ciara

Some quiz before i go to sleep :D

1) What is the subject that you hate the most?
A-Maths?

2) What are you doing at 10am?
Having lessons of course (:

3) When did you last cry?
Marley & Me ? think so...

4) What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
DONUTS!!!

5) What do you want in your life?
Live my Life to the fullest!

6) Do you carry an umbrella or just put of on hood when it rains?
Depends? might end up playing in the rain xD

7) Who do you hate?
Someone whom i hate. (:

8) What is your favourite thing to put on your bed?
Bed of Roses ! hahas! xP

9) What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts larhs~

10) What is the nicest thing in your inbox and by who?
Happy Birthday ! xDDD By my Friends! (:

11) Do you wish to make relationship complicated ?
Nope. I prefer Simple & Sweet (:

12) What is the last movie you caught?
Too Fast Too Furious 4 ? think so..

13) Are you wearing anything that is borrowed from anyone?
Nope.

14)What is the oldest message in your inbox and by who?
idk.. =x

15) What are you proud of?
Human Species (: Loves And Hates

16) What's the last song that you sang out loud?
I dun sing :P

17) Do you have a nickname?
Yes. A few?

18) What does your last mesage recieved says?
Bill's overdue !~~ hahas!

19) What time do you go to school yesterday?
School starts on Mon. Ytd was Sunday xP

20) Are you currently happy?
Yes! Why? Becos i'm nt sad (: hahas!

21) Who give you the best advice?
www.best advice.com.sg hahas! jus kidding xD

22) Do you whiped cream right out of can?
No?

23) Who do you last talk on the phone with?
Hong Hwee

24) Is there anthing bugging you now?
Yeah? something (:

25) Who/what was the last thing that make you laugh?
something tt was funny.

26) Do you wear toes shoes?
I wear finger shoes.

27) Who was the last person you missed call from?
teck hwee?

28) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yea... who wouldnt?

29) Who annoys the most?
Someone who's annoying.

30) Do you have a crush on anyone now?
Nope. But i'm looking for one (:

31) Have you ever done cocaine before?
Nope.

32) What's the colour of your room?
White.

33) Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?
Maybe I will. Kill Bill For a Bill ! hahas!

34) Do you believe in saying talk is cheap?
Nope.

35) Who was the last person who lie in our bed?
Me lurhs ~

36) Who was the last person that hug you?
I havent hug anyone for ages le. ):

37) What do you want to say to the person that you have crush on?
"Can i date you out for a movie?" (:

38) Do you have a life?
Of course! (:

39) Have you ever thought that someone had die when he didn't ?
Nope.

40) What's the reason behind your blog song?
I wish i can find Miss Sunshine soon.

41) Who was your last person you saw in your dream?
Idk... Miss Sunshine ? lols!

42) When was the last time you smile?
Smile always! (:

43) What are you listening to now?
music song >>Insomnia by Craig David

44) Have you change this year?
Alot I guess...

45) Are you talking to someone else when doing this?
Nope. All alone (:

46) Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
Open lurhs! watch my steps (:

47) Is there a quote by your living?
Not yet (:

48) Do you want someone you don't have?
Yupps. (:

49) Have you ever played an instrument?
Yupps. (:

50) What was the worst idea you thought of this week?
Having NO Idea.

51) What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Packing my Bag for school i guess..

52) Are you happy with your love life now?
NO! I'm still single T__T

53) What song describe your love life?
Tongue Tied by faber drive ?

54) Does that person you love know you like him or her?
I dun like anyone currently.

55) Who make you laugh?
Funny ppl ! xD

56) Do you speak other languages?
Alien Language. x)

57) Are you blond?
Yupps.

58) What is your middle name?
SiHao?

59) What are you doing tomorrow?
School ! Lectures !

60) What do you think you are?
Some Human species.

61) Who do you choose to die with?
My body larhs~ (:

62) Where have you been today?
Singapore Poly & Ngee Ann Poly

63) What games do you play often?
I'll play LoveGames By Lady GaGa . hahas! xPP

64) Who do you miss now?
Miss.Sunshine (:

65) What are you doing now?
Doing this quiz~

66) Which primary school are you from?
Admiralty Primary School

67) Who will you choose friends or lover?
Depends. can i choose both?

68) Who are you missing now?
Miss. Sunshine (:

69) What emotion do you like to show people?
Smile! (:

70) What is your life to you?
My Life (:

71) If you have something troubling you now , what will you do?
Sit down and think abt it. "Can someone help me? "

72) Who did you last chat with on MSN?
Veronica?

73) Who do you admire the most?
Secret! xDD

74) Which month were you born in?
May! (:

75) How are you feeling now?
LoveSick?

76) What time isit now?
11.22pm

77) Where are you now?
Home~ On my Bed xD

78) What colour would you like to dye your hair?
RED !

79) Why are you doing this?
For Fun ?

80) [ I find this question weird so i decided not to put ]
Like i care xPP

81) At what age do you want to get married?
By 28? (:

82) Who is more important?
Me ! (:

83) Do you have enough confidence?
Nope i guess.

84) Who is the person you hate the most?
Someone whom i hate. (:

85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Yupps. (:

86) If you have dream come true , what would it be?
Find Miss. Sunshine and have two Sunshine kids xD

87) What are your goals for this year?
Score well for my exams. GPA > 3.5

88) Do you believe in internal life?
Internal? or Eternal?

89) What do you love?
MY LIFE !

90) Do you believe in global warming?
=.= isnt this a stupid qns?

91) What feeling do you hate the most?
Disappointment.

92) Do you ever treasure every single friendship of yours?
Yupps? for most (:

93) Do you give up second chances easily?
Used to...

94) Who cares for you the most ?
The ones who love me. (:

95) What thing is the most important in your life?
COLOURS!

96) What would you bring when you fight?
My legs! & i'll keep my butt at home. Why?
Cos i can kick butts and wont get mine kicked ! xDD hahs!

97) What is the worst thing you regret?
Not cherishing second chances.

98) What will you feel when nobody cares about you?
Numb. The other 'me' will appear.

99) What if your stead two-timed you?
Dun worry (: She's three-timed by me. hahas! jus kidding ! xD
I hope tt wont happen to me barhs ):

100) Do you still love your ex?
I dun hav any ex ):

Done with it ! hahas! (:

I Love Skates ! xD

2009-04-19T21:07:00.006+08:00

Hey Guys!!!! xDD
Finally i feel like blogging again. hahas!

Hmmms... i couldnt find much photos for the MM camp lurhs. =x
but i've gt my grp derhs! which is enuf i guess?

St.John Island

My grp! AmBUSH X! xD

Riverside guys! xD

JiaLe's and My leggy gt drawn by our OLG while we're asleep ! hahas!

Next !
Happy Belated Birthday to REYNARD!!
His bdae was on 9th April.
Went to hav Dim Sum breakie with the bdae boy, andy, gdon n kiat.
Think it was at City Hall barhs . (:
U shld see hw we ordered n eat. LOLS!
wahahahas! Bloated And Satisfied xDD
Enjoyed the meal lurhs! x)
Went on for window shopping~
& Birthday cake was at Nard's hse with his family !
Played mahjong~ Played games etc ~
Den went over to HH hse ltr in the nite.
but we're too tired =x I fell asleep infront of my lappy !
hahas ! Happy Bdae Nardy ! xD

SP Freshman Orientation!
Had to wake up early in the morning for this orientation
And the event end up so-so.
We get to meet our classmates etc.
Kinda like my classmates. (:
Went on to play bowling & Pool in the afternoon!
Hw cheap it is to play bowling at a price of 6 buck per 3 games ?!
It was at SP GG. Guild House they call tt i think...
Very fun lurhs! my first time play bowling! hahas! xD
Score was nt bad? 123, 118, 109 so on~ dun rmb them all xD
hahas! fun ! xD

Hui Yun going for her strike~
hahahs! the way she throw the ball very cute rite!
her left leg will shoot out derhs xD

Spice Training~
As usual, late agn. =x
But the training havent start yet so i didnt miss anithing xP
The training was plainly boring !
we could hav jus stayed home n watch the video and folo the instructions tts all..
And many of us were jus msn-ing and surfing the net instead lols!
hw rude! but they jus wouldnt care (:

Flag Day & PARTY NITE HELL YEAH!!
My located venue for Flag Day was at Boon Lay,
Quite alot of ppl in the morning, workers going for work marhs (:
Went arnd to ask for donation from arnd 7 plus to 8.30 ?
den we slacked , hav breakie , Ajisan den went back.
My donation amt was $35.75. hahas! xD

After e donation was PARTY NITE ! CHEERS!
Food Buffet was at 4.30 plus.
Everyone was queueing up for the entry to the dance floor
Joined Quo Way, Fushen, SiMin, ShuHui n Wei Wei.
The starting wasnt very high.
I even gt punched at the throat by someone whom i didnt see..
Were pushing arnd at the dance floor lols!
but seriously it seems to be more chaotic den expected. hahas!
The stg games were so-so.
we're plaing sitting on the floor watching thier performance etc.
kinda boring for some parts.
But we're all very high towards the end in the party,
Cos everyone was dancing like carzy.
For me tts for sure! i dun wan miss the fun derhs !
Duno how dance dun nid care derhs !
JUS DANCE TO THE BEAT! xDD
Enjoyed the party lurhs !

EAST COAST MM GATEHRING ! XDD
SUPER FUN MAN!! XD
Seriously LOVE SP LARHS!
I've become very high recently becos SP ROCKS !
There's so many events n activities going on ! WHOLE LOTS'A FUN !
Love it ! MM ROCKKS!

We went ECP for a small gathering for the MM Club ppl
Skating, Cycling ! SO MUCH FUN LURHS!
I'm starting to love skating again lerhs! xD
Enjoy the speed with wheels!
There're arnd 20 plus of us? cool uh!
Some were new to skating.
hope everyone had fun tgt barhs (:

Had Subway for dinner.
My first time having it lols!
didnt noe how to order. hahas!
I love the Double Choc Cookies !
Sooooo nice lurhs! love it xDD
Home Sweet home after the long tiring day ~ (:

Some pictures!

MM Rocks!

Me and Fiona

we're the two idiots =.= hahas!

More Pics to be uploaded when i get them from others (:
But i dun there're pics when we're s

Todae was lifeless..
Stayed at home the whole day jus to complete my Prep Maths.
Hahas! tests are done but i dun really master them yet.
So hav to do much more revision for upcoming tests (:
Tts all for todae barhs~

Feel so gud to hav blogged xDD

Gotta update soon (:

2009-04-18T00:20:00.006+08:00

Things to be updated

Photos of the MM camp

Reynard Bdae celebration

Dim sum at raffles, shopping den, hh hse play

SP freshman Orientation

SP SPICE Training

SP Flag Day & Party nite!

East Coast Skating !

Sleepless night ):

2009-04-08T01:31:00.006+08:00

Hey guys~
Still hav some pics to upload.
will post another entry when i get the pics (:

There're lovely stars up in the skies, lots of'em.
Along the beach site at st.john island.
& tt was where i first saw a shooting star.
Upon seeing it, i quickly made a wish...

And i thought : when can i find Miss Sunshine?

Mo Mo 默默 (FULL CD Version) - (Fahrenheit) Fei Lun Hai

Emptiness

Hey Guys! BACK FROM CAMP!! xDD

2009-04-06T20:42:00.012+08:00

One thing i must apologize before i start to blog.
I wont be blogging abt the March stuffs le.
I'm just busy wif other stuffs n not much time to really blog larh.
Somemore there's quite alot for me to do so for march.
At least i mention where i went barh.
Sry abt tt~ (:

MM CAMP !!! CHEERS!!!

Okay guys! I wont go too much of detail for my camp. (:
I'm still SUPER HIGH abt my camp!
WAHHHAHAHAHS! AmBUSH! xXxXxXx!!!! xDD
Camp was at St. John Island!
From 2nd April to 5th April !
ITS DAMN FUN ! & I LOVE IT !
Shall share the fun with you guys x)
IT's SERIOUSLY FREAKING CRAZY ! HAHAS!

Took the ferry to our campsite, St.John island,
There were arnd 100 plus of us.
Including the OGLs n helpers.
The ratio of guys to gals is 20:1
LOLS! Majority are guys!
out of the camp on gt 4 girl campers.
hahas~

Started off wif ice-breaking games. xD
Started to know one another x)
Our theme was FreshMan Operations.
We came out wif our grp name n cheer.
Wahhas! AmBUSH! LOLS!

" I say AmBUSH! u say X ! u say X! u say X !
I say AmBUSH! u say X ! u say X! u say X !
When we AmBUSH! u cant see! u cant see! u cant see!
When we AmBUSH! u cant see! u cant see! u cant see!
When we Ambush! Long zhong SI ! Long zhong SI ! Long zhong SI !
When we Ambush! Long zhong SI ! Long zhong SI ! Long zhong SI !
AMBUSHHHHHH !!! xXxXxXxX!!!!!! "

Hahas! tt was our grp cheer. we had more but tts our main xDD
There was team SEX BOMB, FIREBOTS & SPARTANS!
SEXBomb>> ZZAAAARRRR!!!
AmBUSH >> XXXXXXXX!!!
SPARTANS>> OOOT!! OOOT!! OOOT!!
FIREBOTS>> BOTS!! BOTS!! BOTS!!
WAHHAHAS! cool rite! u shld c how we cheered and played.
AWESOME!!! EVERYONE WAS DAMN HIGH!
Btw Its rated M18 for our camp!

Had alot of Games & REAL FUN.
& the Food Are THE BEST ! AWESOME!!
Gt Chicken chop, fish n chip, fried rice etc !
Everything was perfect for food!

There was alot of Games, i cant rmb all
WaterBomb fight,Candle War, Captain Ball (edited), Capture the flag ,
Scavanger hunt, Mass Race , Cheerings & FKING arnd ! serious! GAY PARTY !
The OGLS alot damn freaking horny. LOLS!
HAHAS! && I love CAMPFIRE,NIGHT WALK & DICSO NITE the most!!!!!!

Night walk was FREAKING SCARY!xD
We moved arnd the stations and scare the hell of ourselves.
seriously its FUCKING SCARY! I almost pee on my pants LOLs! :P
The ghosts are all dress really like one ! serious.
me n my partner Ran like mad down the stairs at the first station.
when one of them screamed ' run for you life!!~~ '
LOLS! we tot it was a real one lols! FUCK IT!xD
I stoped at the last station and went back to our bunks..
cos i was injured and oso,i dun wan to faint! hahas!
I fell down n somewat sprained my wrist n had a cut on my ankle.
Thanks the the Mo-Mo the ghost who backstabed me n my partner. =.=
hahas! The last station was the scariest. T__T
u'll hav to go into a enclosed toilet and the ghost will scare the hell of u,
fking creepy, its totally dark in there.
Overall, it seriously freaked me out! hahas!

CAMPFIRE WAS FUCKING GAY MAN! xPPP
ITS SERIOUS FUCKING GAY! xD
Every grp must hav one guy to be dressed like a BAPOK!
Den compete which BAPOK is the hottest,
WTF MAN! during the camp fire they really 'FUCK' one another,
HORNY CIA ! FUCKTARDs! duno wat the fuck style the had =.=
JIA LE GT BIG 'BOOBS!! HE WAS ONE OF THE BAPOKS!!!
& he gt FUCKED TOO ! xPPP
I was serious laughing my ass off ! LMAO!!!
n i could stop it, DAMNNNN!!! hahas!!
Cheering and camp songs. Love them (:

DISCO NITE! BEST MAN !
DANCE THE WHOLE NITE ! hahas!
SUPER HIGH! Shuffling n tecktonic !
Shuffle till i drop LOLS!
Everyone enjoyed the DICSO i guess.
The really put up the disco lights etc.
and a dance floor.
Shuffling ROCKS!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS ! MM ROCKS!!!!
AmBUSH!!! XXXXXXX!!!!
I've seriously gone CRAZY for the camp !
LOLS! FUCKING OFF DUDES!

TAG replies!
Sry guys for the much delayyyy !!
I noe i'm very late but i'll still be replying (:

JD & Wei Wei > The school rules say no coloured hair. ): if nt sumon 50 bucks =.=
so gt no choice but to dye black lorhs ):

Jeslyn> heys! updated lerhs! (: n changed ur name as well. yea thanks and gud luck too (:

Joiiey> thanks for the tag (:

qiule> miss sunshine still not found. hahas! More boys than girls. xPP next time u dun anihow put my name as nick lols! i tot who come my blog di sioew =.= hahas!

zengmei> linked (: yea stay in contact ya ! (:

Divya> Heys!! xDD hahas! now i dun wan it to rain everyday ler T__T cos i dun get to play ball T___T Sobs sobs T__T hahas! yea miss ya too x) we'll c each other arnd, i guess (:

weicheng> hahas! thanks for the cheering up (: i'm very high nw . hahas! no more clouds ! xD yea ! Marley & Me DAMN nice rite ! so touching T__T !!! hahs!

Dorothy> O_o u came by ! hahas! hey heys ! (:

Tingke> yo! linked lerhs (: thanks uh !

jeann> yupps! hahas! i gave up lerhs. too long for me to update n there's isnt much i can blog abt either . :P yea. its my back lurhs.but its fine ler. leggy going for checkup someother day.hope its alrite (:

ping> welcome ! i'm super late for this reply too ! (:

siying> hahas! did u fell for it ? mean the one tt i sent u ? xD

Addison> linked ! (:

JunBin> heys bro! dun say bball ar ! long time no see you loh! hahas! Jc life busy marh. nvm lar! sure will hav time to go out play de. soon lars. (: thx for the tagg (:

Ah le> BAPOK ! & u were the who gt fucked !xPP BIG BALLOONS HEADLIGHTs!!!

Some Camp pictures. xD
Mostly taken after we break camp. (:
My hair was weird when i took the pics. =.=
I didnt comb them when i woke up. ):

My 2 grp leaders! Cheers!
Veronica, Me & Jun Hao

Wait for me to get back from camp (:

2009-04-01T15:50:00.015+08:00

Okays guys!
I'm back to blog lerhs!
Cheers! xD
But i'll finish it when i get back from camp x)
Lets waste no time n start blogging ! xD

First week of March

Resigned on 6th march (:
Learnt new stuffs n gained some experience from the work.
Gud news is tt i'm free from office work.
Sitting in the office for hrs daily will make kill me =.=
Its nt my type barhs ( for nw.. )
At least i gt my pay lerhs. x)
'hard work' paid off. (:

Medical check up was on 3rd of March
Apparently its freaking longgggg...
I was plainly staring at the ceiling Day Dreaming away~
Why? I've gt nth to do there. no psp. hp no bat. no nth ):
& i didnt expect so many ppl to go on the same day =.=
30 was the approx number.
So how long did it took? arnd 3hrs barh =.=
Common! i'm sick n i wanna go home to sleep =x

Play BBall wif Kiat they all on 7th March
Having stuck in the office for months,
Finally i can really relax n play ball.
But still, its for leisure.
I'm nt gonna push myself for BBall until my injuries are fine.(:

Trip to Old Folks Home for volunteering work on 8th March
went there to help out in entertaining the old folks there.
they're mostly handicaps. Hope we did bring some happiness to them. (:

Uh oh~ its getting late n i gtg sleep lerhs.
Tmr's CAMP!!! YEAHH~~
I'll continue with the rest when i get back from camp (:
Sorry abt tt =x
Jus give me some time :D thx !

ANW !!! I've found My Miss Sunshine! xD
Wanna noe who she is ?
Here's her blog & her facebook
She's reeeally cute x)

If u clicked the link above,
U've been fool by me xPP
Happy April's Fool Everyone ! xPPP
Wahhahahas! xPP bleh bleh~~

I'll update when i get back from M'sia (: Hiatus~

2009-03-17T00:30:00.016+08:00

Hmms.. no time to blog! T__T
Hav to stay up jus to make a short post.
AGAIN. =.=
Been too lazy to upload photos.
hahas! nvms. lols.

Anw..
Happy Belated Birthday to~
Jing Er ( 2nd March )
Yan Shuang (3rd March )
Sharon ( 5th March )
Jannah ( 11th March )
Yan Ping (15 March )
Sze Ling (20 March)

Sry tt i'm late =x
But still,
I'm still wishing u guys had a Happy Birthday!
Cheers! x)

All Thanks to my amnesia, =.=
I dun really recall everything.
Lets see...

Items to be blog ~

> working on 1st,2nd,5th n 6th March
> Was sick on 3rd,4th March
> Medical Checkup on 3nd March
> Last day of work on 6th March
> Religious Study on 6th March
> Play BBall wif Kiat they all on 7th March
> Trip to Old Folks Home for volunteering work on 8th March
> Trip to TM wif Kiat they all on 10th March
> Haircut n mahjong at HH hse on 11th March
> School Enrolment at SP on 12th March
> HH hse for Vampire Knight on 12th March
> Purchse of Laptop on 13th March
> Caught [ Push ] & had supper on 13th March
> Rained n no BBall on 14th March
> Went cwp eat wif Terry they all 15th March
> Maple freaks n mahjong at HH hse on 15th March
> Went JYP gathering on 16th March
> Caught [ Marley & Me ] on 17th March
> Reflexology on 17th March
> Glendon's Chalet on 18th March to 20th March
> RSS Alumni Meeting on 21st March
> Went to running & swimming on 22nd March
> Caught [ Coming Soon ]on 23rd March
> BBall at 806 on 24th March
> Party World on 26th March
> Trip to Malaysia on 27th to 29th March [Hiatus]
> Haircut & rebonding on 30th March
> FreshMan Orientation Camp on 2nd April to 5th April

Didnt go for trainings yet =.=
Havent get my shoes yet =x {Will get them soon}
N my leggy & back isnt in gud condition nw. ):
Something happened to it i think... =x
Nvms. Will takecare of it (:
&& Will update more on my blog soon as well (:
Nites ppl ! (:

~~The WILL is REAL.~~
Its jus a matter of Time (:
Tagg Replies left for next update. (:
A month's entry will be post in a shot. (:

[last edited on 24th March]

Update soon (:

2009-03-15T01:43:00.006+08:00

Hey guys~
Didnt blog for quite some time lerhs..
Been busy wif some other stuffs.
somemore hav to upload this n tt for me to blog so...
Lazy lurhs. BT i'll update soon derhs. (:

Anw i gt my new lappy lerhs.
bt its nt working rite yet ):
nvms. hahas! will fix it soon.

TTs all barhs.
Nites ppl ! :D

u moved on - bobby tinsley

Will update soon derhs~
soooooon kaes (:

No Rain, No RainBow

2009-03-02T22:16:00.004+08:00

No rain no rainbow~
Suddenly i'm in love with the rain?
though i've always love sunshine. x)

The rain wouldnt stop rite? hahas~
how i wish i can go out n play in the rain,
And enjoy the rainbow after the rain.
wouldnt tt be great? hahas!

When it rains,
I do feel the loneliness inside my heart.
And i'll jus start pondering alot.
Yes i do have true friends arnd me,
But i'm still searching for somebody.
someone who is really diff from the others..

: "When will i find my Miss.Sunshine ?"

NO RAIN NO RAINBOW - Home Made Kazoku

Some notes for myself

2009-02-27T22:42:00.011+08:00

Hello guys~
Jus some notes for myself barhs,
& maybe blog a little?
hahas~

So how's my current life?
Its all abt work.
But i fell sick on thurs,
Gt 2days MC n didnt go for work =x
No work + Rest = No Pay
Nvms. The World is Fair. :D
wahahahahas~~

One more week n i'll be free?
Once i'm free,
I'll start learning BBoys,Guitar,
Go for physical training etc
N of course, shopping ! lols!
But its onli when i get my pay larhs.
I wanna get my wishlist items x)
by den i'll ready for my poly xD
hahas!

Okays tts all i wanna blog abt.
Maybe some other updates another day.
Nites ppl ! :D

Just some notes for myself
Get contact lens
12 Mar Enrolment
Enrolment stuffs for Poly
Medical Checkup
Register for the required stuffs
Bus concession card
Dye Hair back to black

-Tag Replies-

Yanwei> hahas! yalorhs! me is hear dao gt echo like tt den found out derhs. hehs! ^^

Siying> Heys! hahas! me no time hop arnd blogs =x LOLs.play for fun de larhs. hehs! thanks! xD but it was supposed to be red but fade diao lerhs ): will tag u soon derhs :D

Qiule> the world is fair! wahahahas! nah.. for fun onli derhs. hahas! xP

Divya> AIYO!! Divya ah Divya! hahas! gt hot mehs =.= its very cold in the office xPP LOLS! Funny leh u! xPP Next time I'll wave to u first if i c u, so u wont get the wrong person liao x)

Jeslyn> yupps(: but me quiting soon lerhs. hahas~ ur Common test how? gud? :D

Motion sickness/ Amnesia. Forgive me for any errors/miss out in the post. (:

Updates!!!

2009-02-21T22:43:00.008+08:00

Okays ppl !
I miss my blog ! xPP
hahas! hmmms there's quite alot i wanna blog.
lets see...

Happy Belated Birthday to Joey N Kian Tee Shi Fu !!! xD
Hmms.. their birthday falls on 19 Feb,
Wish them a memorable birthday in 2009,
& may their birthday wishes come true!! (:

Next, Abt my work..
hmms.. have been very tired lately.
Thanks to the OTs everyday.
somemore now have to work on Sat as well...
Next week even worse. =.=
have to work from 8.30am to 9pm daily?
Stress n tiring larhs! & its killing me ):

But still i'll be working, untill 6th March.
Cos i really nid the money,
for some personal needs & wants. (:
Nvms. I'll resign on the 6th xD

Went to Sakae on thurs,
Lols. lets say we're in love wif it ? hahas!
Enjoy the meal, went home wif kiat,jr,Nard n Gdon?
ended up in the playground near my hse
Stayed there to chit chat abit,
Tried handstands n flare as well?
lols! retarded ! i wanna practice! xPP

Todae! hahahas! was in the office working.
working on sats are more relax as compared to daily ones?
Onli 4 of us in the database department. lols.
Love the environment x)
Tried to "zi lian" in the office =.=
Cos ben brought him cam,
so borrowed to play lorhs. xPP
LOLS! i wonder y ppl love "zi lian-ing".
so hard to take a pic myself =.= lols
Here are some pic~

LOLS! Funny larhs! xPP
Will try tt again next time =.=
hahas! xPP

Quiz!

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- cheek?

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
- can i dun go for work ? ): i nid more rest T__T

3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
- hmmm... is myself considered? hahas! i dun rmb ehs..

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled?
- Somehow yes? Somewat no?

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- yes, why not . (:

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- My Sisters!

7. Do u wan someone dead?
- HELL YES !!! who ? idk =.=

8. What does ur last text message says?
- M1 Promo@FresverBty Spa Facial or Body Massage@$10...etc..

9. What are u thinking right now?
- hmms... Gud qns.. getting a girlfriend? LOLS! xD

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yes.. I'm lonely T__T

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 12 plus?

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Beach Road. Army singlet.

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- Yea.. jus tt someone ..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- Ehh idk? it came from Fresver Bty...

10 people tagged to do this quiz.

1) F
2) R
3) E
4) E
5) F
6) O
7) R
8) A
9) L
10)L

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
-

16. Is 3 a male or female?
-

17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?
-

18. What is 1 studying abt?
-

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
-

20. Is 4 single?
-

21. Say something about number 2?
-

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?
-

23. Describe 9?
-

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?
-

25. Do you like 8?
-

I wan my life back T__T

2009-02-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

Damn ! working isnt fun at all..
nw with the new project,
Its killing me !
Freaking busy ):
*sign* gives me headaches =.=
shall nt talk abt it animore.
Its waaaaay too loooong for me to say so.
blah blah blah~

Hmms.. jus came in to blog abit barhs.
Abit random though..
Life jus sucks. esp for nw.
I wan my life back T__T
& I wanna go for a movie! T__T
MOVIE ! MOVIE ! MOVIE !
I missed fuckin many shows for 2009.
wanted to watch but it always end up me being too bz wif work.
ARGH !! Damn it T__T

& There's so much other things i wanna do~
But i've to wait till end of feb,
den i'll be free again (:
Juuuuuss hav to wait for the day to come.
soon it will be.

RANDOM RANDOM RANDOM

Happy Belated Valentine's day to Everyone!~

2009-02-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! xD
First thing first,

Happy Belated Valentine's day to everyone!
& total defense day too lols! :D Hahas!
Hope the couples in the whole world hav a Romantic Valentines!
While the bachelors hav a Bromantic Valentines!
Cheers ! lols! x)

Hmmms.. Shall talk abt Sat first den.
Went for the Alumni meeting?
It's abt the Home-coming event derhs (:
Plannings n etc for the big day.
I'm jus tt committed to the school larhs xD
I wont mind my positions,
As long as i get to help,
I'm willing to help out (:
Hahas! Next meeting shld be 21 march?
think so~ (:

wells~ Went to play ball after the meeting.
Havent been really playing ball for centuries. lols!
Very long nvr play wif my peers ler. hahas!
Sad news~ i've become weaker =x
My stamina n etc dropped alot.
Will train back after i resign, (:
hahas! Enjoyed the fun larhs~ xD

Went over to Andy's hse to play later in the nite,
Den stayed over at Kiat's place.
Gambled, mahjong etc larhs. (:

Anw for nw most of them stop work le...
Except for me =.= last day of work for me shld be 28 feb.
So jus 2 more weeks n i can join them for trainings lerhs (:
I'm become more of fat rather than fit..
All Thanks to the long hrs of sitting in front of a com.
Life's such a boredom working in the office.
Makes my back hurts n kill my brain cells. =.=
nvms. It'll soon be over (:
hahas!

Okays. guess tts all for todae barhs (:
There's still work tmr~ lols.
Gotta go get some sleeps lers
Nites Guys! x)

Next Sat play pool ! xD

Damn Damn Damn....

2009-02-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

Valentines coming~

2009-02-11T22:01:00.006+08:00

Heys ppl~
I miss my friends.
Lots of them T__T
How i wish there'll be a gathering for the sec4s 2008.
Maybe there will? hope so (:

Ytd went to sent Jia Wen off.
Wif Kiat,Yz,Jr,Andy etc.
She's going overseas studies lerhs.
Farewell at the airport. T__T
Though we'nt tt close,will miss her derhs! T__T
Bye Jia Wen!!! All the best for ur future! :D

Btw.. I gt a new name ! xDD
KASPAR it is ! xD
How does it sounds? suit me ? or nt?
Leave tag kaes ? :D

3 more days to Valentines!
I've gt no date ~ xP hahahas!
wonder if anione would ask or nt.
lols. shall see barhs (:
Anw gotta get the gifts soon.
Maybe this Fri barhs.
I'm too packed up ):
hahas!

Nites guys!

There's no rush for it . (:

2009-02-08T18:49:00.025+08:00

Heys guys!
Sry abt the previous post.
Was abit ~~emo~~ larhs.
But I'm gud now lerhs:D
Thx for the concern? x)
hehs!

Ytd went Reynard hse bai nian.
Super Fun larhs! lols!
Alot ppl went too. arnd 30 ? hahas! {some Npcc,4/7, his cousins,sisters & friends}
Spent time playing cards, ping pong ball , murderer , polar bear etc
Damn funny larhs! xDD

Ping Pong was... retards! xP lols!
I dropped the ping pong ball down the storey 4 times =.=
make me nid go down take... somemore it was arnd 3am like tt.
Gt someone else to accompany me down cos i didnt dare to go alone.
Pathetic.LOLs

&& one of the Biggest Joke for the day was the tennis ball.
The tennis ball was threw right up to the 4th floor, bounced back, came back down , hit the blurly Zheng Xiang, ( Duno wat the hell he was thinking at tt time.)
Den Boom ! the specs went off flying wif the lenses as well. lols!
The funny was tt Zheng Xiang didnt even tried to dodge the ball when it was coming down =.= lols! He was plainly starring up at the sky. =.= hahas!

We're like rolling on the floor Laughing a way~ lols!
We jus couldnt help it but Laugh. =x
Its too hilarious nt to laugh when u witness the process. xPP
Somemore they're still joking away.
"Er Shi Yi Ge Ji ~Er Shi Yi Ge Ji ~Er Shi Yi Ge Ji ~" LOLS!
Bt we manage to find the lost lense n fixed it back n his fine.
They went home after tt i guess. If nt shld be someone else's hse for mahjong.
hahas!

His sisters n cousins all very sociable.
hahas! had fun larhs. xD
play till morning den gt back home to sleep.
Slept till 4plus in the noon. lols.

Tag Replies

JunBin> Thx bro :D It's nth larhs. I'm fine nw (: hahas! nvms larhs. still gt next time x) But we like quite long nvr go out le hors. =x

Ys> Relinked ! x) ohs.. I did arhs. hahas! okays. (:

JiaLe> lols! thanks for ur congrats =.= hahas! gt cut by the stupid blade larhs.. xP

Divya> Divya !! so pleased to c you in my blog xDD tts my first time marhs.. n blades aren't friendly to me at all ): hahas! tts wat ppl always says abt me xPP born by nature x) See u arnd kaes! :D

Alex> Me gt in SP. You NP rite? hahs~ still will c u arnd der bahs (:

QiuLe> Gt larhs~ I'm a masculine ya noe. xD hahas! Of course i'll grow xPP yea. dun call me 'Pa' I'm still single!! Nt married ! xD lols

kissing you goodbye - Jesse McCartney

Guess my heart is empty?
tts a gud news for me i guess (:
Valentines gonna be simple for me :D

First time shaving mustache

2009-02-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Crap!!! xD
This is the first time me shaving my mustache!~
LOLS! I've nvr done tt before u noe =.=

& guess what ? I gt cut =.=
Expected tt though... lols
But its jus a minor one. xP
hahahas!

But its fun playing wif the cream! hahas!
Nvms.. I'll be more careful wif the blade the next time. :D
'tong tong' lehs =.= lols!

Hmmms.. nth more to blog abt for todae (:
alrights..gtg sleep lerhs.
Tmr still gotta work. (:
Nites ppl !

Guess she might be the one ?
Shall see how things goes.

A little update

2009-02-02T01:21:00.005+08:00

Just came by to update abit.
I'm lazy to blog nowadays.
maybe sometime later..
when i've the mood to do so.

Hua Hai 花海 (FULL CD VERSION) - Jay Chou 周杰伦

What's the next step for me ?

新年快樂！

2009-01-29T22:43:00.012+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!! xDD
Wahhahahas!!
Gong Xi Jian Kang!
Shen Ti Fa Cai!
LOLS!! xPP
(Its On Purpose (: )

Hahas~ Just got back from Malaysia.
TouchDown at arnd 8.45? tired.
It's jus tt boring coming bac by wheels. =.=
Somemore listening to the New year songs over n over again..
Freak lols !

Crazy Gambling back there xPP
All so despo for Money lols!
Siao Lin eh ! wahahahas!
I love 21 Poker Dots !
LOLS! Afterall its a win larhs xD

Hmms.. I dun hav much pics with me nw lehs..
Mostly are with my cousins..
Will post the pics when i grab them from my cousins. (:
( I'm gonna get my own camera after my first pay xPP )

Other than Gambling,Bai Nian, slacking,sleeping, watching Tv, eat
Guess nth much more lerhs.
Had fun back there larhs =D
Will miss my cousins derhs ! x)

Guess tts all for todae barhs.
Ohs! hahas! i forgot to go count my angbao money !
Shall go to bed after counting the Ang Baos xDD
Nites ppl!

Tag Replies~

-SiYing & HuiYi >
Happy new year ! ~ thanks! but its nt completely done yet. hahas!

-Kelvin >
Huat arhs!! Money Money Lai Lai Lai ! LOLs!

-Jeann, JD, WeiWei, QiQi, Dorothy >
Happy New Year too ! Gong Xi Fa Cai ! Niu Nian Xing Da Yun ! Wan Shi Ru Yi ! xD

-Jeslynn >
Happy CNY ! xD ohhs.. okays. will do smt abt it barhs. Thanks anw x) u takecares too! & be guai in school :D hahas~

-QuiLe >
Happy new yr! & i pull ur ear arh! xPP dun call me 'pa' liao larhs ..hahas! thanks for the wishings ! (: No ang baos cos i'm single kaes xPP wahahahas!

I wanna watch movies~